Hope Faith & Life

Standing up

2012-03-06T12:20:00.000-05:00

I have a tooth that didn't close. All the dentists I ever went to, told me not to let anyone put a filling in it. It's not a cavity. I went in for a checkup and the dentist told me I needed a filling for a cavity. No surprise. Afterword, he laughed and said, "It really wasn't a cavity. But it might have become one- it never closed."

It hurt that a dentist would lie to me. I felt stupid for not asking which tooth he wanted to fill. It felt like I was being taken, betrayed. A few months ago I ate a Peanut M&M and heard a crack. I got it checked last week. The tooth that didn't close was split down to the root. The dentist showed me what was going on. He said, "The filling is fine. But the tooth didn't have enough wall." Now I'll be going back to get it fixed again- maybe a root canal. It's hard to trust people sometimes. Multiply this by a billion and that's how God felt about what happened to the Temple. Sometimes I think about what Jesus went through and my problems seem so small.

The temple was established for all people, rich and poor. They were to come here to worship, pray and offer sacrifices to God. The High Priest was to be God's servant who could approach Him and offer the sacrifices. The Pharisees became leaders. They were legalistic in their religious beliefs. But, somehow they turned the temple into a money making place. It became a den of robbers, unsafe. It's easy for us to lose sight of what we know is right and start embellishing things. A little here, a little there. God won't mind. But He did. He didn't destroy all the people. Instead, He sent Jesus because He loves us that much. There were also many really great Jews during this time period, like the disciples, Mary, John the Baptist's Father, and Joseph. Just to name a few.

John 2:13-25

¹³Now the Passover of the Jews was at hand, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. ¹⁴And He found in the temple those who sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the money changers doing business. ¹⁵When He had made a whip of cords, He drove them all out of the temple, with the sheep and the oxen, and poured out the changers’ money and overturned the tables. ¹⁶And He said to those who sold doves, “Take these things away! Do not make My Father’s house a house of merchandise!” ¹⁷Then His disciples remembered that it was written, “Zeal for Your house has eaten Me up.”
I believe this is the angriest Jesus became in the New Testament gospels. He's usually extremely patient as He encounters people. He must hate people being taken as much as we hate experiencing it. Jesus removed the importance of a physical temple and chose to dwell in our hearts instead.

Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God?
1 Corinthians 6:19

¹⁸So the Jews answered and said to Him, “What sign do You show to us, since You do these things?”
¹⁹Jesus answered and said to them, “Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.”
²⁰Then the Jews said, “It has taken forty-six years to build this temple, and will You raise it up in three days?”
²¹But He was speaking of the temple of His body. ²²Therefore, when He had risen from the dead, His disciples remembered that He had said this to them; and they believed the Scripture and the word which Jesus had said.
The Jewish leaders had no idea who they were talking to. They tried to legalistically play with Jesus' words. They were very angry at His behavior. Sometimes when people get into leadership, the brain turns to jelly... just an observation from years in business.

²³Now when He was in Jerusalem at the Passover, during the feast, many believed in His name when they saw the signs which He did.
^{This was probably a long awaited celebration for the good Jews of the day. Jesus stood up to the religious leaders. They must have longed for someone to take back God's temple. This was just the beginning.}

²⁴But Jesus did not commit Himself to them, because He knew all men, ²⁵and had no need that anyone should testify of man, for He knew what was in man. NKJV
These words are humbling. Jesus knew how people are, we change our minds, forget. All sorts of things get us side-tracked. He simply didn't commit to them. He allowed them to commit to Him. He allows all of us to make our own choices to believe and trust, or not.

As I read these verses, I remember why we can't do this. It's because we don't have the authority that Jesus has. He is the Son of God. We are to be friends and show love not destroy religions. However, I do believe we can stand up. I am so pleased to see politicians standing up for our religious freedoms in the USA. It made my day when a representative asked an official why contraceptives are so important. Her answer was, "Pregnancies make higher medical costs." His reply was, "Pregnancies are natural."

Children are good. Why would the government need to be involved in something so personal, even dictating to Churches and businesses?

I believe we need more of this in America. Solid discussion with the White House. I'll keep praying for our nation. And claim this promise-

I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
Psalm 27:13 NIV

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-02-29T15:22:00.001-05:00

A squirrel decided to come visit my cat on the second floor of our townhouse.
At one time, they touched paws through the screen. Such a brave little fellow.
I named the squirrel, "Peanut."

It's amazing how far a little faith can take you. It's all about deciding not to give in- to others, to your own doubts-but to strut into your future, committing your way to Jesus. It's laughing at your missteps, confessing your sins, forgiving others, yourself, and moving on. It's the little things you whisper to psych yourself up, like, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Share it, it shows on your face, in your walk. It's believing in God, no matter what. Go ahead, square your shoulders hold your head up- and give Him praise.
Philippians 4:13, Psalm 37:5-8 © Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

I saw an inspirational message in an exercise magazine. It was good, but I wanted Jesus to be involved. So I wrote my own version. I have this on my bulletin board. It always makes me feel brave. Maybe it will bless you too.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Changed!

2012-02-24T16:40:00.000-05:00

The gospels are full of great stories like this one. Jesus, His disciples, and Mary were invited to a wedding celebration. Everyone loves a wedding, there's such hope for the new couple. People dress up and gather when they usually don't. Friends and family come to see the couple. They sparkle with joy, and shake a bit from anxiety. Everyone hopes for a wonderful celebration, that's perfect. The couple in this wedding got an added surprise.

John 2

1 On the third day there was a wedding in Cana of Galilee, and the mother of Jesus was there. ²Now both Jesus and His disciples were invited to the wedding. ³And when they ran out of wine, the mother of Jesus said to Him, “They have no wine.”
No one calls her Mary... She's "the mother." Women are usually the most concerned about weddings. When I was a little girl I dreamt of what my dress would be like and which flowers I wanted. So to Mary this was a big deal. The party would end early and spoil the couple's celebration. All she said was, "They have no wine." She didn't actually tell Him what to do.

⁴Jesus said to her, “Woman, what does your concern have to do with Me? My hour has not yet come.”
Jesus response is interesting. "It's not my problem. It's not time yet." He may have looked down at His toes. Or prayed to make sure He was on the right track. Sometimes I pray, "Father let Your will be my desire," in times like these.

⁵His mother said to the servants, “Whatever He says to you, do it.”
Mary had faith in Him. She knew He would do the right thing. So she told the servants to do as He says. It does make you wonder if Jesus did miracles as a child. Maybe He helped Mary and Joseph when they needed it. It's a good thing Jesus is the Son of God and Man, otherwise, as a big brother... Oy! It could have been Joseph, being concerned for Jesus safety as a child, that warned Jesus to wait to show His power at the right time. Regardless Jesus has the heart of love, the heart of God.

⁶Now there were set there six waterpots of stone, according to the manner of purification of the Jews, containing twenty or thirty gallons apiece.

⁷Jesus said to them, “Fill the waterpots with water.” And they filled them up to the brim.

⁸And He said to them, “Draw some out now, and take it to the master of the feast.” And they took it.

⁹When the master of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and did not know where it came from (but the servants who had drawn the water knew), the master of the feast called the bridegroom. ¹⁰And he said to him, “Every man at the beginning sets out the good wine, and when the guests have well drunk, then the inferior. You have kept the good wine until now!”
It's a great account. Imagine how delighted the couple must've been. There's a lot more to this. The Old Testament contains the old covenant with man. It was based on man's obedience to God's law. The New Testament or covenant is Jesus. Jesus came to fulfill the law, so anyone who believed could be saved. He is the new wine sent to save mankind. He is the bridegroom waiting to draw the bride (the Church) to Himself. He is the vine, we are the branches. He is living water.

¹¹This beginning of signs Jesus did in Cana of Galilee, and manifested His glory; and His disciples believed in Him.
NKJV

It wasn't just the water that was transformed. When the disciples saw this. They knew for sure. They'd found the Messiah. For me, He transformed my anger and bitterness to joy. I had to believe in Him; He changed my heart immediately.

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-02-22T12:25:00.000-05:00

"Home"

I have these verses on my bulletin board above my computer. But today, the Lord directed my eyes to it. I honestly forgot it was there. It's so powerful, I remembered why I wrote it down : )

There's 5 verbs:

1. Trust in the Lord
To me this means letting go of fear and anxiety. It means surrendering all to the Lord. Honestly, sometimes I just pray, "Please help me trust You Father, I can't right now."

2. Do good
Considering the whole Bible, to me this means to look out for others and help when I can. It means to work hard in a good, healthy business. It means to take care of my family and... watch the tongue.

3. Dwell in the land
My first thoughts were, "But I have to dwell in the land? Where else would I dwell?" But sometimes my mind isn't present. Sometimes I'm thinking about things I don't need too. Sometimes I need to stop and count my blessings: my husband, Church, cats, a home, money to pay bills, food to eat, bandaids... Drop all the great thoughts, and major fears, and simply enjoy today.

4. Feed on His faithfulness
God has done some amazing miracles in my life, it's one of the rewards of trials : ) When this reality hits me, I feel so ungrateful. For those times I've walked around thinking, "I'm doomed. That's it! Even God can't fix this. Surely He's run out of blessings and miracles by now." He loves us so much; He brings more. Besides His faithfulness to me in the past, there's some awesome examples of His faithfulness in the Bible.

5. Delight yourself in the Lord
Really that's all He wants. He wants us to praise Him, enjoy His sunsets, go for walks and see His garden. Maybe even look at my husband and thank God for him, how he was created. He loves it when we're delightful.

Then there's a reward, He will give you the desires of your heart. My desires always get more noble after some time with God.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

First Jews for Jesus

2012-02-17T17:24:00.004-05:00

"He knew them by name"
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

I don't know why exactly, but I often forget that this takes place in Israel. The disciples were all Jewish. Maybe it's because the New Testament is written in Greek and I think of them as Greek. But they weren't. They were Jewish; Greek was the common language of this time period. It could be that we are so used to our own nationality, we see Jesus in different skin colors. I'm sure it's ok with Jesus, He came for all of us regardless.

^{This is one of my favorite passages about how God speaks to us. Elijah was worn out from ministry. He found a cave and hid in it.}
¹¹ The LORD said, “Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by.”
Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. ¹² After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper. ¹³ When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave.
God knows us by name. When He calls us, He doesn't shout in a loud, booming voice. He whispers and waits. Some of the disciples came to Him in an easy, natural manner. John the Baptist called Him the "Lamb of God." That was enough for them. But, some hesitated a bit...

John 1

³⁵ The next day John was there again with two of his disciples. ³⁶ When he saw Jesus passing by, he said, “Look, the Lamb of God!”
³⁷ When the two disciples heard him say this, they followed Jesus. ³⁸ Turning around, Jesus saw them following and asked, “What do you want?”
   They said, “Rabbi” (which means “Teacher”), “where are you staying?”
   ³⁹ “Come,” he replied, “and you will see.”
   So they went and saw where he was staying, and they spent that day with him. It was about four in the afternoon.
⁴⁰ Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, was one of the two who heard what John had said and who had followed Jesus. ⁴¹The first thing Andrew did was to find his brother Simon and tell him, “We have found the Messiah” (that is, the Christ).⁴² And he brought him to Jesus.
   Jesus looked at him and said, “You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas” (which, when translated, is Peter).
Peter is my all time favorite disciple : ) Yes, I'm the one who once said, "If they need to prove Jesus is alive why don't they dig up His bones?" Before I became a believer. Now I get it! Doh! His body was resurrected.

⁴³ The next day Jesus decided to leave for Galilee. Finding Philip, he said to him, “Follow me.”

⁴⁴ Philip, like Andrew and Peter, was from the town of Bethsaida. ⁴⁵ Philip found Nathanael and told him, “We have found the one Moses wrote about in the Law, and about whom the prophets also wrote—Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.”
⁴⁶ “Nazareth! Can anything good come from there?” Nathanael asked.
“Come and see,” said Philip.
Ok so there was this poor guy trying to do street evangelism, and He asked me if I knew Jesus, that He was coming again. My reply was, "That's nice. Tell Him, 'Hi,' when He comes." I'm so glad Nathanael is in the Bible. Jesus chose real people like me.

⁴⁷ When Jesus saw Nathanael approaching, he said of him, “Here truly is an Israelite in whom there is no deceit.”
⁴⁸ “How do you know me?” Nathanael asked.
Jesus answered, “I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip called you.”
Jesus sees those He calls before they know Him. When Nathanael approached Jesus, Jesus didn't say, "You idiot! How dare you speak about Me that way?"
Instead He described Nathanael as a man without deceit. An honest man, not afraid to say what he thinks. Cool huh?

⁴⁹ Then Nathanael declared, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the king of Israel.”
⁵⁰ Jesus said, “You believe because I told you I saw you under the fig tree. You will see greater things than that.” ⁵¹He then added, “Very truly I tell you, you will see ‘heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on’ the Son of Man.”
NIV
Nathanael was so amazed that Jesus knew about the fig tree and where he was standing, he claimed Him as Lord. But Jesus promises all of us, there will be more. Much more. It all happened so naturally. And is still going on today. I tell someone about Jesus, they tell someone, and by 2012, there's a lot of believers in the world!

As for me, Jesus had been whispering my name for years. It wasn't until I was surrounded by a religion that didn't make sense, that I finally asked, "Show me the true Church." I didn't have an earthquake, wind or fire. Just an amazing peace. My next door neighbors invited me to a Southern Baptist revival. The evangelist said in these words, "The true Church is the body of believers in Jesus."

I knew God was whispering the answer to my question. I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior. He changed my life. I laughed for the first time in years : ) Slowly I learned about His Word. He gave me compassion to replace my anger. He's supplied all my needs ever since. Hoping and praying you know Him too.

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-02-15T16:06:00.000-05:00

"May God bless those who walk dogs in the snow"

I was out walking in the snow taking photos one year. I saw all these footprints. I was surprised to see the dog prints too. Then I realized, come rain, sleet or snow, dog owners have an important job to do.

This verse has always fascinated me. "...The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit." John 3:8 It's whimsical in the sense that we don't know where we'll be going or what we'll be doing next. It's also encouraging in that we know things will always change. Then again, it's a little unsettling not to know the future. That's where faith comes in. We know that God leads us out of love and wherever we go, there He is.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

John the Baptist

2012-02-13T13:25:00.000-05:00

"Jesus' Baptism"

Digital painting, Corel Painter

I like John the Baptist. It sounds like his personality is a driver, I'm half driver and half expressive. He has a vision; he's going to make it happen. No distractions. A single focus. That's it. The Bible doesn't describe his time in the wilderness. It's a place photographers love to go. He must've seen some great sunrises and sunsets. The stars would've been breathtaking. What a wonderful place to spend with God to experience His hand in creation. The other side is that the winters were cold. The winds were strong. He didn't have any people with him for years. He had faith and obeyed God.

He lived like Samson, who had taken the Nazarite Vow. He separated himself from others to prepare for serving God. He didn't drink wine or eat grapes. He was not permitted to use a razor. This would mean his hair and beard were very long. He was also not permitted to go near a dead body. The time for the vow was between 30 days and a lifetime.

Josephus, a Roman-Jewish historian documented the popularity of John the Baptist. He wrote during this time period and confirmed many things in the Bible are true. I know these things are true in my heart. But, what a blessing to know a historian captured some of this.

John 1

19 Now this is the testimony of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, “Who are you?”

Here we go. John is out preaching repentance and baptizing people. A lot of Jews were baptized and repented. The Pharisees (temple leaders) got nervous. I can understand this. I get nervous when I hear about people using Jesus' Name, to create a new religion.

²⁰He confessed, and did not deny, but confessed, “I am not the Christ.”

John was very clear about his purpose and answered them directly.

²¹And they asked him, “What then? Are you Elijah?”

He said, “I am not.”

“Are you the Prophet?”

And he answered, “No.”

²²Then they said to him, “Who are you, that we may give an answer to those who sent us? What do you say about yourself?”
They confronted John, "Who are you anyway?"
I've heard that during this time period, many men claimed to be the Messiah. Some were crazy, and some were seeking selfish things. But John was genuine. It's sad to become so focussed on others. It would be a huge mistake to miss Jesus' second coming by being skeptical. God was providing the Messiah in their midst, it just wasn't logical to them. This scruffy, bearded man was capturing the attention of many. They were uncomfortable and wanted it to stop. If they had only been focussed on God instead. But this plan was worked out by God long ago. He knew how it would go.

Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

²³He said: “I am

‘The voice of one crying in the wilderness:
“Make straight the way of the Lord,”’

as the prophet Isaiah said.”
John is quoting a prophecy from Isaiah 40:3. He isn't confused or swayed by the questions. He may have even expected it to happen. He's a driver, this is it period.

²⁴Now those who were sent were from the Pharisees. ²⁵And they asked him, saying, “Why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?”

²⁶John answered them, saying, “I baptize with water, but there stands One among you whom you do not know. ²⁷It is He who, coming after me, is preferred before me, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose.”

²⁸These things were done in Bethabara beyond the Jordan, where John was baptizing.

^{John's response is great, "You haven't seen anything yet! I'm just baptizing with water." Jesus baptized with the Holy Spirit. : )}

²⁹The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him, and said, “Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world! ³⁰This is He of whom I said, ‘After me comes a Man who is preferred before me, for He was before me.’ ³¹I did not know Him; but that He should be revealed to Israel, therefore I came baptizing with water.”

I don't know if John the Baptist had seen Jesus while they were growing up. What a wonderful surprise, his cousin is the Messiah. The Son of God. He had no idea. It must've been so awesome for John. He'd made such a sacrifice, trusted when he didn't feel like it, endured so much. On this day, he sees the Messiah in person. We'll see Him face to face too one day! The Pharisees must've become even more nervous.

³²And John bore witness, saying, “I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and He remained upon Him. ³³I did not know Him, but He who sent me to baptize with water said to me, ‘Upon whom you see the Spirit descending, and remaining on Him, this is He who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.’ ³⁴And I have seen and testified that this is the Son of God.”

The disciple Matthew, wrote:

And a voice from heaven said, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased."
Matthew 3:17

The trinity is present in one place before man, God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. The One God.

The Word - Book of John

2012-02-10T10:25:00.000-05:00

"Light in darkness"
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.
digital painting in Corel Painter

I'm starting to read the book of John now. I haven't read it in awhile and like to spend time in the New Testament with Jesus. In Proverbs, we saw how bad a mouth out of control can be. John and his brother James had a little episode with this. They told Jesus to call down a lightening bolt to destroy a village, because they didn't believe.

You know how it is, when you blurt out something and everyone looks at you in shocked horror. Your face turns red and you'd like to hide. Their Mother didn't help much. She asked Jesus if her two sons could sit at his left and right hand. If I were one of the other 10 disciples, I'd be a bit miffed. So when I come to the book of John, I have a great deal of respect for him- my start as a Christian was a bit rocky too. Jesus called James and John, sons of thunder (Mark 3:17). John's very humble and slow to speak after "THE INCIDENT." He seems shy even. From the cross, Jesus gave Mary to be John's Mother. John would've written this after Jesus' resurrection, probably during the Roman persecution of the early Church, 60-90 AD. By this time the disciples would know how essential it was to write down all that they had witnessed for the next generations. Including us!

You'd think God would provide a Bible filled with perfection. People who are shining examples of righteousness. It's not like that. We're not like that. God knew if it was like that, we'd give up. So He provided us with the truth instead. The shining example of righteousness is their faith and obedience.

Romans 15:4
For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.

John 1

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made. 4In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.
Jesus was with God in the beginning, during creation. Jesus is life and light. When Jesus walked among men, He went to the Jews first. They are the chosen ones. They refused His message and chose to dwell in their own darkness instead. He waits for us to choose Him today instead of our darkness. There are things about God that we just can't grasp or understand, this is where faith comes in. We know Jesus has always been with God. The trinity is hard for us to understand because we are human, one life, one body... The trinity is God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. God has three forms. The Father rules the universe, the Son is the sacrifice for our sin. The Holy Spirit is our counsellor within us, our helper. He is the One God.

6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7This man came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all through him might believe. 8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. 9 That was the true Light which gives light to every man coming into the world.
We call him John the Baptist. He was the first Jesus freak. He lived in the wilderness eating locusts and wild honey (Matt. 3:1-4). His job was to announce Jesus' coming. He was also Jesus' cousin. John and Jesus had their first connection before they were born. John would have been slightly older (as babies). Jesus is eternal, of course.

Luke 1:41

When Elizabeth heard Mary's greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit.

10 He was in the world, and the world was made through Him, and the world did not know Him. 11 He came to His own, and His own did not receive Him. 12 But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name: 13 who were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
God is a gentleman. He doesn't force Himself on anyone. He wants us to be able to choose for ourselves if we will follow Him. By receiving Him, we are born of God. Jesus has always been in the world since creation. Yet no one recognized Him. I didn't recognize Him either until after I chose to believe.

14 And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth. 15 John bore witness of Him and cried out, saying, “This was He of whom I said, ‘He who comes after me is preferred before me, for He was before me.’”
I think of the transfiguration, and His baptism. When John baptized Jesus, the Holy Spirit came down as a dove. Can you imagine what it would be like to see a man who could heal? It must've been so sacred. God reaching out in flesh to heal a blind person or paraplegic. I'd probably cry, such mercy and grace.

16 And of His fullness we have all received, and grace for grace. 17 For the law was given through Moses, but grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has seen God at any time. The only begotten Son, who is in the bosom of the Father, He has declared Him.
Without God's grace, we wouldn't stand a chance. Jesus came to pay our debt of dark deeds and sin. He came to give us a new life of faith and hope. He brought the truth. The light.
NIV

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-02-08T13:34:00.001-05:00

"Transitions"
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

This is the time of year where it's most uncertain, and kind of blah. We haven't received any snow this year in New Jersey (yay!). I'm not complaining, we had extra last year. The trees have lost all their leaves. The trees are basically sticks. I can still remember how beautiful they are. I love to stare out the window and watch the squirrels. It's cold enough to make outdoor photography uninteresting.

Sometimes I feel like that as a Christian too. I'm still a believer, but I get distracted by worries or just zone. Someone might ask, "How are you?" I'd say, "Just fine, dooooooo...." Something doesn't feel right. I'm not bouncy at all. Then the memory of God's joy comes back. I wonder where it went. I try and remember my last quiet time. Yikes! I'm usually so good.

We all experience seasons in our faith. Sometimes we zone out and freeze spiritually like Winter. Sometimes we're beautiful like Fall, sharing God's love. Sometimes we're warm and having fun like Summer, ministering to others. And, sometimes our faith is like a tulip in Spring, bursting through the cold, hard soil, searching God's Word for answers.

This verse promises God will restore our joy when we ask Him. I was just asking Him for this today and thought others might be blessed too. When I'm feeling like a zombie, He will bring me back to life : ) He supplies all our needs.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Tribute to women

2012-02-03T15:07:00.000-05:00

"My Grandma"
Edith Marie Long
Dec 9, 1896 to Feb 17, 1995

This is the last chapter of Proverbs. We've read how women who nag are like dripping faucets, gossips are like a gold ring in a pig's snout. A man who lives in such a house is better off on a small corner of the roof, and more in Proverbs. I gotta say it, sometimes guys can be just as bad. They just get "helpful" or "concerned." Thinking about these descriptions always makes me giggle. We're all guilty at times.

Proverbs 31 has a beautiful tribute to the good women, the virtuous. The photo above is of my Grandma, she was like this proverb. She was always working. In fact, she would watch basketball on TV, listen to baseball on the radio, while crocheting afghans for our whole family. She drove the old ladies to Church up until her 80's. She rarely missed a Sunday. She lived to be 98. My Grandpa passed away before I was born, in his 50's. So I never met him. All the years afterward, she kept his wallet in her nightstand. She never remarried. She came to all of our family graduations and weddings. She was the first to show up when a new grandchild was born. She used to make herself big dinners and freeze the leftovers in TV Tray tins. When she was 81, she needed to get social security so she took a job stuffing advertisements. I look at this photo and see the humor in her eyes. Although she wasn't one to make jokes, she did get a kick out of me. I asked her once if she was surprised I became a Christian. She said, "Yes, you were such a bad little girl."

She tried taking me to Church with her, but I got sick in the Church office and she was afraid to take me anywhere after that. : ) She was a good woman: steady and strong.

This is how highly good women are valued by God and good men.

Proverbs 31

10 Who can find a virtuous wife?
For her worth is far above rubies.
11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her;
So he will have no lack of gain.
12 She does him good and not evil
All the days of her life.
13 She seeks wool and flax,
And willingly works with her hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
She brings her food from afar.
15 She also rises while it is yet night,
And provides food for her household,
And a portion for her maidservants.
This is true today. I'm the first one up, getting breakfast. My days start around 6am and end around 8pm.

16 She considers a field and buys it;
From her profits she plants a vineyard.
She's wise in business. This is definitely not an image of a helpless girl is it?

17 She girds herself with strength,
And strengthens her arms.
In Bible times no one worried about getting exercise. Life was exercise: carrying water, kneading dough, washing clothes by hand. It's so amazing how things have changed.

18 She perceives that her merchandise is good,
And her lamp does not go out by night.
19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff,
And her hand holds the spindle.
20 She extends her hand to the poor,
Yes, she reaches out her hands to the needy.
I like this part, she's compassionate and cares about others. : )

21 She is not afraid of snow for her household,
For all her household is clothed with scarlet.
Today we watch the ads for sales.

22 She makes tapestry for herself;
Her clothing is fine linen and purple.
Grandma made all her own clothing. I think I get my artistic, crafty abilities from her. From God originally- it runs in our family. By the time I could sew, material was more expensive than store bought clothes.

23 Her husband is known in the gates,
When he sits among the elders of the land.
I can see this. When I am generous with my husband, he's more generous at work. Everyone loves him at work.

24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
And supplies sashes for the merchants.
Even back then, handwork was of high value. She thinks about the household budget and helps out.

25 Strength and honor are her clothing;
She shall rejoice in time to come.
26 She opens her mouth with wisdom,
And on her tongue is the law of kindness.
27 She watches over the ways of her household,
And does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children rise up and call her blessed;
Her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many daughters have done well,
But you excel them all.”
30 Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing,
But a woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised.
31 Give her of the fruit of her hands,
And let her own works praise her in the gates.
I want to be like this.

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-02-01T17:36:00.000-05:00

It's truly a gift to be able to just focus on today. There are so many things to worry about in the future, these days. I was just reading about a woman who'd been working in print media for years. She can't take a portfolio to apply for a job anymore, it's all online. She was advised not to write her years in business on her resume because of her age. I confess I still find myself wondering if I should go back to business. But, the truth is business has changed. There's nothing for me to go back to.

Newspapers are available online now. They try to charge subscription fees, but why pay when you can see it for free? Photos flow all over the internet. Insurance is changing how many employees a company can hire. Medicine is much different now. The world is changing. There's one thing I sometimes forget. In the 90's, I was working at Boeing, in Seattle. I was in a low-paying job that didn't have much future. When the internet became public, my ears perked up. I took some classes in HTML. I'm sure it wasn't by accident that God put me in a computing department. One of the guys came up to me one day and said, "I'm bored with this internet stuff. You want to do it?"

I said, "YES!" Err... it was a little exciting.

I'm an artist, I was top pick after that. Things are always changing. I believe there will be new industries coming soon, with new technologies.

I heard a quote that I hold onto, "Have your tools ready and God will find you work." There's lots of work out there. It's just a matter of learning new skills and finding what's needed, trusting God. Maybe the question to ask isn't, "How on earth will I find a job?" But rather, "What can I do today?"

It's amazing how much I can get done in a month by working one day at a time. I just finished my plan for 2012. I always list what I've accomplished. I have to admit I've come a long way. Last night I was so excited, I couldn't get to sleep. God made us creative like Him. He allowed us to get bored, so we'd keep busy. God sees us through the hard times, so we can learn perseverence. Even Adam and Eve had work to do in the Garden of Eden.

I was thinking about all those years I spent in business. I asked God why I went that route. The answer came back, "It was your bootcamp." Then I remembered David didn't get to be king for 40 years. He had a really tough basic training program.

Jesus knew what He was talking about in Matthew 6:34. Just today, I can do that. Or at least try.

Glynn Young is an example of someone else who is reinventing their career. He recently published his first book, Dancing Priest. I finished it last night. It's a great book. His main character has his own bootcamp to get through- but I don't want to spoil it for anyone who wants to read it.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Just enough

2012-01-30T13:59:00.002-05:00

I have some praise to share. I'm so grateful He has given us prayer. So, here's the story. The doctors thought my brother had a cyst in his liver, and went in to drain it. It turned out to be an abscess which is an infected cyst. When they drained it, he got sepsis (bacteria). This is deadly and goes through the blood stream shutting down vital organs. Hope I didn't make you queazy... The doctors identified the bacteria and stopped the sepsis. He's out of ICU now. His organs are good. He's on the transplant floor of the hospital. It turns out that if his wife hadn't taken him into the hospital when she did, the cyst could have burst at home; we might have lost him. She said that she just knew she had to take him. I told her, "It may have been God whispering in your ear. He does that sometimes."

I'll keep praying for the transplant, and thank any of you that prayed too. He has a few more procedures today. God is good, I will trust in Him.

Proverbs is a hard book to read sometimes. It's full of common sense in how we relate to others and God. Sometimes it feels prickly. The authors who wrote this book were inspired by God over 2000 years ago. They were humans like us. That's why it's all so familiar. Even though the world has changed dramatically since then, man hasn't. It's a good book to read every now and then. Sometimes I forget.

Proverbs 30

The words of Agur the son of Jakeh, his utterance. This man declared to Ithiel—to Ithiel and Ucal:

2 Surely I am more stupid than any man,

And do not have the understanding of a man.

3 I neither learned wisdom

Nor have knowledge of the Holy One.

I felt this way more when I first became a Christian than now, after 35 years. But I have to admit I still have my moments. Having a relationship with Jesus does get easier with time and His grace.

4 Who has ascended into heaven, or descended?
Who has gathered the wind in His fists?

Who has bound the waters in a garment?
Who has established all the ends of the earth?
What is His name, and what is His Son’s name,
If you know?
It's Jesus! Don't you love how prophecies about Jesus turn up long before He was born as a baby? We actually don't know God's real name. His name is so powerful we can't use it at this time. He has given us the name of, "Jesus." We know that Jesus is the Son of God and is God. God has three forms: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. This verse puts us in our place doesn't it? We can't gather the wind, bind the waters, or create an earth. Agur is showing his humbleness before God.

5 Every word of God is pure;

He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him.

I can confirm this. He is a shield, sometimes warning me in my heart not to go somewhere. Sometimes not saying yes to my prayers. We really don't know all that goes on around us.

6 Do not add to His words,

Lest He rebuke you, and you be found a liar.

We write down scripture, quote it, learn about its history, listen to other peoples' thoughts, pray for the Holy Spirit to help us understand. None of these things are adding to God's Word. Adding to His Word means rewriting the actual Bible for selfish purposes. That's one of the reasons I put the Bible verses in a different font, I don't want anyone to be confused between what's my thoughts and what's His Word. God is pleased when we highlight Bible pages, and write verses on index cards to memorize. The thing I am most proud of in my Christian walk is I wore out my first Bible. The pages started falling out. It was a real challenge to read it the first time. I did it! God used it to change my life.

7 Two things I request of You
(Deprive me not before I die):

8 Remove falsehood and lies far from me;
Give me neither poverty nor riches—
Feed me with the food allotted to me;

9 Lest I be full and deny You,
And say, “Who is the Lord?”
Or lest I be poor and steal,
And profane the name of my God.

NKJV
This is an awesome prayer. It sums up what God wants for us. When I was a child I lived in an upper middle class home. We had a swimming pool in the backyard. My Dad had a dune buggy. We had all the love that money could buy. Our house was full of anger. When I went to college I had no money. I was broke. I had holes in my tennis shoes. The manager in the cafeteria where I worked told me that I needed to get new shoes. I couldn't. I had great friends; my faith was growing; I was on my own. It was the perfect opportunity for me to learn about prayer : ) I don't recommend this lifestyle for the weak of heart! Truly the best times for me are when we are doing fine. I can be creative and enjoy living. No worries about what to buy- just live.

Feelings

2012-01-27T17:16:00.000-05:00

I'm almost through the Proverbs, just 2 more to go. I'm thinking I'd like to read through Ephesians next or maybe the book of John. It's time for me to get back to the New Testament. But there's a lot to learn in Proverbs. Here's some more bits of wisdom...

Proverbs 29

7 The righteous considers the cause of the poor,
But the wicked does not understand such knowledge.
Basically, one of the things I've learned from Jesus is compassion. I didn't have it before. He has a way of allowing me to understand what other people feel. Not just my agenda, in fact I can sense when my prayers are selfish. Hate when that happens!

11 A fool vents all his feelings,
But a wise man holds them back.
It used to be that people were told not to hold their feelings in; let them out. But in reality, it's best to ask the Holy Spirit for words. At least for me. I know how hurtful venting can be for others. One time I was actually approached and told, "I would feel better if you did things my way." Hmmm... it's good to consider other people's feelings, show compassion and be kind. But, allowing myself to become manipulated isn't right either. Focussing on my feelings, instead of the other person, can create all sorts of issues. The Lord knows we all get carried away at times though : ) Sometimes a good friend who listens is wonderful medicine.

19 A servant will not be corrected by mere words;
For though he understands, he will not respond.
It's hard to change unless I actually experience failure sometimes. Always do things the hard way. But it is wonderful to do things right and then have that "Ah ha!" moment where it all makes sense. Sometimes the greatest gift I can give my husband is allowing him to make a mistake, after I told him my thoughts.

21 He who pampers his servant from childhood
Will have him as a son in the end.
I wish management today would understand this principle. The better you treat others, the easier it is for them to work. When the manager becomes more work than the job, it's hard to stay around for long.

23 A man’s pride will bring him low,
But the humble in spirit will retain honor.
Pride is a tough one. It can create conflicts between people faster than anything. I know of a family that was constantly at odds with each other because no one was wrong, and no one apologized. I've found apologizing even when I'm not wrong helps smooth things out.

25 The fear of man brings a snare,
But whoever trusts in the Lord shall be safe.
I actually memorized this verse. It's no good being afraid of people, it just makes things more difficult. Trusting in God brings joy, and the strength I need to move on in situations.

**Side note: A few days ago my brother was put in Intensive Care. He has liver cancer which miraculously disappeared last year, but came back recently. Here's my prayer for him, feel free to join me if you like.

Dear Heavenly Father I lift up my brother to You. I pray You will send the angels to supervise my brother's care. Please give the doctors wisdom as to what to do. Let his wife know You are present, give her rest and peace. You are the Great Physician and our Creator, You know more about our bodies than anyone on earth. Please heal his body and provide a transplant. Your timing is perfect; Your love never fails. I will trust in You though I don't understand.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Bold as a lion

2012-01-24T16:09:00.000-05:00

All systems are up and running now : ) My computer and everything is working fine. I can even import photos with my copyright (huge time saver). One itsy bitsy problem this week, the cold! I was all set to get back into my regular routine and sneeze, cough, cough. I'm better today but still drippy. Finally decided the best thing to do was get back to work. Seems like there's always something, life's a challenge. Last week the faucet decided to spray under the sink instead of into it... Kind of makes thoughts about God's love and Heaven seem all the more splendid.

Proverbs 28

1 The wicked flee though no one pursues,
   but the righteous are as bold as a lion.
This verse reminds me how doing the right things in the first place (however hard), leaves me with a clean conscience and boldness. There's nothing to hide. If I'm doing something wrong, I feel ashamed and want to hide. Even though no one is looking at me... except God. It's important to note that righteousness to God, is faith.

4 Those who forsake instruction praise the wicked,
   but those who heed it resist them.
To me, this is saying if we listen to the wisdom and instructions in the Bible, we can resist wickedness (although we will stumble at times). Those who deny God support the wicked.

11 The rich are wise in their own eyes;
   one who is poor and discerning sees how deluded they are.

Wealth can be a huge distraction. There's a false sense of security in it. But money doesn't bring true friends or perfect health. We will all pass away in the end (unless Jesus comes first). It is better to have enough, lots of friends and good work to keep us busy.

12 When the righteous triumph, there is great elation;
   but when the wicked rise to power, people go into hiding.
This is so true. The world has seen some great leaders, some horrible tyrants, and a few in the middle. The next election in the USA is very important to us.

13 Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper,
   but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.

1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

Oh! I hate it when I have a guilty conscience. And we all know God sees and knows everything. So it's much better to confess than hold things inside and try and hide it. We suffer a lot more than God does, by trying to pretend.

20 A faithful person will be richly blessed,
but one eager to get rich will not go unpunished.

I believe this is referring to focusing our lives on getting rich. Stepping over people, telling lies, manipulating, cheating, hurting others to get to the top. Once that person is at the top, they've left a sea of sharks ready to take them down. But a faithful person is richly blessed. One who can earn respect from their co-workers and treat others fairly- makes others proud to work with them.

27 Those who give to the poor will lack nothing,
   but those who close their eyes to them receive many curses.

It's important to help others out. When I miss an opportunity, I feel guilty. God forgives, and it does make me want to try harder the next time.

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-01-18T15:50:00.001-05:00

Mt. Rainier, WA

In my last post, I remembered the verses about Jesus and the fig tree. I wanted to pull out these verses in a separate post. Prayer is an amazing gift from God. He doesn't need us to pray, He's God. Yet He's given us the ability to communicate with Him because He loves us and wants to be present with us. He has also given me a very creative mind. When I read these verses, I imagine praying to move the mountain. The mountain rises in the sky, falls into the ocean and then a tidal wave happens... All the people run in horror screaming. Yikes! I'm not the right person to be throwing mountains around. I'm naturally clumsy. I much prefer leaving the earth and it's design to God : )

But there are other mountains I've faced. The Supervisor who just doesn't seem to get it. My brother's liver cancer. Financial struggles and how to earn money in this economy. Neighbors that can't be quiet in the evening. Traffic jams on the way to work that made me late. Times when marriage seemed more impossible than worthwhile.

These are a few that I've experienced. I've prayed some extreme prayers and seen some amazing answers. The secret is to pray in accordance with God's will and character. God is love. He doesn't destroy people or change them, unless they are ready and willing. We all have free will. He wants marriages to last. I prayed for peace in our household (even the cats were fighting). He brought peace. Through an illness, my husband and I found new love and respect for each other. He makes all things new. He tossed a few mountains into the ocean and set us free. Still praying and waiting on my brother's liver transplant. It's nowhere near being too big for God to handle. He is love, I want what's best for my brother. When I pray, I need to remember who I'm talking to. He's never been too fond of my "gotta have" lists. God builds my character and allows me to learn.

About this photo: I took this shot of Mt. Rainier when we lived in Seattle, WA. I used a film camera with a special filter. Then added some special processing. We lived underneath it for several years, in sunrise it looked like strawberry ice-cream : )

God bless!
Karen

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Wisdom and fruit

2012-01-17T14:56:00.000-05:00

Sorta what a fig looks like : )

Well the Broncos lost last weekend. My husband watched the game with his Dad so I couldn't pray for the team. I just can't sit through football alone... I found this link that really put things in perspective from two of my favorite Christians, Ron Hutchcraft and Tim Tebow: Tim Tebow losing or winning? (link). With Jesus, even when we lose we win- if we're serving Him. He turns everything upside down and backwards : ) Makes me want to find some volunteer work, I miss it.

Proverbs 27

Back to the Proverbs. I found some good wisdom for us. Some is a bit humbling.

1 Do not boast about tomorrow,
for you do not know what a day may bring.
To me, this verse speaks of putting things off until tomorrow. Sometimes I think I'll take care of that tomorrow. After a week, I realize tomorrow is long gone... I think this applies in relationships as well. Oh I'll call my Dad tomorrow, maybe the Lord is prompting me to call him today for a reason.

2 Let someone else praise you, and not your own mouth;
an outsider, and not your own lips.
It's always best to be humble and get noticed rather than boasting. However, there will always be people who will happily take credit for our work. I know about that all too well. God knows the truth and He will reward us.

14 If anyone loudly blesses their neighbor early in the morning,
   it will be taken as a curse.
Had to chuckle on this one. So true, it's not good to wake up people when they're sleeping : )

15 A quarrelsome wife is like the dripping
   of a leaky roof in a rainstorm;
16 restraining her is like restraining the wind
   or grasping oil with the hand.
Well we all have our moments don't we? This is another one that makes me chuckle. I've learned sometimes people are quiet after I say something, they're thinking. I don't need to repeat what I say (hahaha).

17 As iron sharpens iron,
   so one person sharpens another.
Even though people can be annoying at times, the truth is we need each other. Even the annoying ones have something to teach me about self-control, peace and patience.

18 The one who guards a fig tree will eat its fruit,
   and whoever protects their master will be honored.
This Proverb is interesting. It reminded me of what happened with Jesus and the fig tree:

Matthew 21:18-21

Early in the morning, as Jesus was on his way back to the city, he was hungry. Seeing a fig tree by the road, he went up to it but found nothing on it except leaves. Then he said to it, “May you never bear fruit again!” Immediately the tree withered.

When the disciples saw this, they were amazed. “How did the fig tree wither so quickly?” they asked.
Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.” NIV

To me, the fig tree symbolizes people. If we look out for others, especially when they're down (fruitless), God can use us to restore them. We bear fruit for Him and protect our Master's interests. Only Jesus is the judge of people. I can't see what a person has or hasn't done- or even if they are a part of the body of Christ. I don't know what they've experienced in their lives. I've never walked in their shoes. I see some people and think they must be able to walk on water. But only God sees our hearts, He knows those who are His. There will be a time when those who claim to follow Christ, but don't know Him will be separated from the rest (Matthew 13:30). There is no fruit in their lives. Jesus did promise we'll be able to see each others fruit, and we're not yet perfected in Christ (Phil. 3:12). Best not to judge. Being a Christian isn't a birthright. It's a choice to allow Him to be our Lord and Savior. Our job is to focus on Jesus' love, and help others. When I focus on Jesus, helping out is pure joy.

Matthew 7:16

By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thorn bushes, or figs from thistles?

Galatians 5:22-23

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-01-11T17:49:00.000-05:00

This verse is an assurance that even when we feel lost, or just unsure of where we are going with things, God knows. Today I was working on my computing system. I've been putting it off because it's a little scary moving photo files into a new data storage tool. I really don't want to lose all my work. And I worried about pressing the wrong button, or breaking the hard drive. I prayed a lot too. It all came out fine. It's going to take awhile before I can quickly work on my new computer. But God's not guiding me to a dead end, and the ground is definitely getting more level.

Seems like part of being human is the uncertainty ahead. None of us know for sure what's coming next. Maybe that's why God tells us to just focus on today. When tomorrow comes or even disaster, He promises to guide us on.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Lights and fools

2012-01-10T13:19:00.000-05:00

"He chooses the foolish and the simple."
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

My husband is a huge Broncos football fan. His favorite gifts have a Broncos logo. I'm just not into football that much. I ask the annoying questions like, "Honey, don't the players know how to fall properly? Why do those guys look like bullies? They're huge." He's very patient and mostly silent. But then Tim Tebow came along, I got so excited to see a football player shining God's light. Like David and Goliath, he stands strong. He's my brother in the Lord.

But Sunday night, my husband wasn't happy with the Broncos. They'd lost 3 games, and they were losing then. I wanted my husband to win. I hate when things go bad for him. I asked him if the game was live? It was, so I told him that I'd pray for Tebow. 3 losses are discouraging for all of us as believers. My heart went out to him, and my prayers up. The camera was focussed on Tebow as I prayed for wings like eagles, for strength- I saw his spirits rise as I prayed (and probably lots of other Christians). Everything changed, they started winning. I prayed for Tebow more, then the still small voice whispered- he's on a team. He can't play alone. So I prayed for all of them. They won! God blessed them.

I didn't catch all that the broadcaster said, but this is what I remember, "They don't dwell in their fears. They dwell in their hopes." I wrote that down. I want to dwell in my hopes too.

Proverbs 26

^{I may be the only one who does this, but one of my struggles is reading about characters in the Bible and thinking, "Wow! Glad I'm not like that." I've spent hours thinking about people who are irritating to me. What a miserable waste of time. These verses are about fools. Warning: there's a zinger in the end.}

¹ Like snow in summer or rain in harvest,
   honor is not fitting for a fool.

³ A whip for the horse, a bridle for the donkey,
   and a rod for the backs of fools!
⁴ Do not answer a fool according to his folly,
   or you yourself will be just like him.
⁵ Answer a fool according to his folly,
   or he will be wise in his own eyes.
⁶ Sending a message by the hands of a fool
   is like cutting off one’s feet or drinking poison.
⁷ Like the useless legs of one who is lame
   is a proverb in the mouth of a fool.
⁸ Like tying a stone in a sling
   is the giving of honor to a fool.
⁹ Like a thornbush in a drunkard’s hand
   is a proverb in the mouth of a fool.
¹⁰ Like an archer who wounds at random
   is one who hires a fool or any passer-by.
¹¹ As a dog returns to its vomit,
   so fools repeat their folly.
Shew! I'm innocent, I would never...

¹² Do you see a person wise in their own eyes?
   There is more hope for a fool than for them.
Fail! Now I really need to let go of judgmental thoughts. So glad He chooses the simple and the foolish.

Psalm 14:1 The fool says in his heart, "There is no God."

I am so grateful for Christians who stand up and acknowledge who they are in such a wholesome way, like Tebow. It's such a wonderful testimony to a hard, skeptical world. And it's downright encouraging to those of us who are Christians. Also, grateful He chooses the foolish and simple. I pass!

Word-filled Wednesday

2012-01-04T14:50:00.000-05:00

"Hey ladies, what do you think of my toupee?"
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

It's so great to know God will never give up on me. Even when:

I'm having a bad hair day; He sees my heart.
I don't have any money; I'm worth more than silver and gold to Him.
Things are not going my way; He helps my faith grow stronger.
I can't forgive myself; He waits patiently for me to accept His forgiveness.
Everything around me is crazy; He longs for me to know His rest.

"For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:30

When my husband and I saw this buffalo, we had to laugh. We'd never seen such a hairstyle before. But there's something about this guy that seems so familiar. He thinks he looks good : ) Even in those moments I think I'm lookin' good- He never gives up.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

New!

2012-01-02T10:20:00.001-05:00

Happy New Year! Although for Christians everyday is a new beginning.

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

We had a real nice holiday. It was relaxing and quiet- which left plenty of time for movies, games, and reading. My husband pulled a muscle in his back before the holidays- so he had to stay home. It was great having him here. His back has healed so he can get back to work today. I have some cleaning up to do! After all the stuff from last year, I'm happy to put it behind me.

Here's my prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father thank You for all the new starts you give us. For never giving up, and love that never fails. Your patience is incredible! I pray You will help us as Your Church to be one in spirit so we may grow strong in the purpose You have for us. Our differences are so small compared to Your great sacrifice. Let us show we are Christians by our love. Guide us away from resolutions we never keep, and toward trust in You. Examine my heart, and give me the strength to change what I need to. I am so grateful that You are the God of new beginnings. Change me Lord. Make me new. Cleanse me til I'm squeaky clean.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Here's some verses about how He makes things new:

"Forget the former things;

do not dwell on the past.

See, I am doing a new thing!

Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?

I am making a way in the desert

and streams in the wasteland."

Isaiah 43:18-19

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! 2 Cor 5:17

"Behold, I will create new heavens and a new earth. The former things will not be remembered, nor will they come to mind. Isaiah 65:17

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him" 1 Cor 2:9

NIV

Hope this will be a blessed new year for us all!

Jesus is born! - Christmas Story 6

2011-12-25T09:43:00.002-05:00

For unto us a Child is born, Unto us a Son is given; And the government will be upon His shoulder. And His name will be called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Isaiah 9:6

Many Jews, like Joseph, were in Bethlehemfor the Census. The inns were full. Perhaps the travel betweenNazareth and Bethlehem took a bit longer for Mary and Joseph. Therewasn't a mid-wife or Mary's family to help out, they were alone. But theydid just fine. Mary may have felt a little sad that Jesus' birth turnedout this way. She probably felt bad that the Son of God was born in a manger. Maybe she even had special plans for His birth. But, God had this all figured out...

6 Soit was, that while they were there, the days were completed for her to bedelivered. 7 And she brought forth her firstborn Son, and wrapped Him inswaddling cloths, and laid Him in a manger, because there was no roomfor them in the inn. Luke 2:6-7
There would've been this strange starlighting where Jesus lay. A heavenly spotlight on the baby.

The wise men came to see where the star shone in Bethlehem andthey found the King of the Jews. God can use anyone to fulfill His plan!

9 When they heard the king, they departed; and behold, the star which theyhad seen in the East went before them, till it came and stood over wherethe young Child was. 10 When they saw the star, they rejoiced withexceedingly great joy. 11 And when they had come into the house, theysaw the young Child with Mary His mother, and fell down and worshiped Him.And when they had opened their treasures, they presented gifts to Him: gold,frankincense, and myrrh. Matthew 2:9-11

The goldwas a gift for a King. The frankincense was used as incense orperfume. It was also used in temple sacrifices. Jesus would become the sacrifice for our sin. The myrrh was used to embalm bodies- these gifts were of great financial worth. It took faith tofollow a star from their own country to another. They were rewarded, andrejoiced with exceedingly great joy! All doubt is gone. PerhapsJoseph burned a little frankincense for his wife. Or maybe the gifts weretoo sacred to touch. Josephand Mary had money to take care of Jesus. Amazing how He provides our needs.

It was dark out, and while Mary restedwith the baby, and Joseph talked with the wise men, a strange bleeting and the excited voices of men started gettingcloser. Suddenly, a crowd of shepherds and sheep came to them. Theexperience they shared must've filled Mary and Joseph with awe and wonder. Tingles.
15So it was, when the angels had gone away from them into heaven, that theshepherds said to one another, "Let us now go to Bethlehem and see thisthing that has come to pass, which the Lord has made known to us." 16And they came with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the Babe lying in amanger. 17 Now when they had seen Him, they made widely known thesaying which was told them concerning this Child. 18 And all those who heardit marveled at those things which were told them by the shepherds. 19 But Marykept all these things and pondered them in her heart. 20 Then theshepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that theyhad heard and seen, as it was told them. Luke 2:15-20
If I were a shepherd I'd run toBethlehem too! You notice the shepherd's weren't shy about spreading theword of the Angel's visit. God knows people, He created them. Allthrough scripture He has chosen people who will either spread the word orremain silent. Mary pondered this in her heart. I could never dothat. I'd be talking about this for years. He's finally here! For the first time in many yearsshepherds are treated as important people. God spoke to them, He lit up the sky with angels. Shepherds were important! It didn'tmatter how people treated them. Almighty God sent His angels. We are important to Him too, no matter what we've done or been. He came for us.

10"And in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse,
Whoshall stand as a banner to the people;
Forthe Gentiles shall seek Him,
AndHis resting place shall be glorious." Isaiah 11:10
NKJV
"And His resting place shall beglorious," there were wise men in fine robes, expensive gifts andcamels. Shepherds and sheep gathered near. A brilliant star lit themanger. And a radiant Mary and Joseph rejoice in all they areexperiencing. They are a part of a much bigger plan; Jesus is no longer their secret. Usually referring to a resting place means agrave. But Jesus didn't rest... He rose from the grave! Heconquered sin and death. Now it is 2011 and we wait for more propheciesto be fulfilled, Jesus' second coming. I believe it will happen as naturallyand supernaturally as His first. There will be no more doubt.

Hallelujah! Merry Christmas to you all! May Godbless you abundantly.

Shepherds and angels - Christmas Story 5

2011-12-23T15:06:00.000-05:00

These drawings have been a challenge for sure. I do hope they are a blessing.
I never planned to draw angels- but here's a glimpse from my imagination.
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

The first time the full impact of this part of the Christmas story really dawned on me, was when I was watching a movie about Jesus. I'm not one to get real emotional, but I cried. The shepherds were the lowest of the low socially. They were humble people who lived in the fields tending sheep. They told each other stories about the constellations in the night sky; they played instruments. They didn't have fine robes and big houses. If God had waited 2000 years He could've made an announcement on TV. But that wasn't His plan. I'm so grateful. King David was called by God when he was a shepherd boy. These were simple, humble, and honorable people- like us.

Luke2:8-14

8Now there were in the same country shepherds living out in the fields,keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And behold, an angel of the Lordstood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they weregreatly afraid. 10 Then the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid,for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which will be to allpeople. 11 For there is born to you this day in the city of David aSavior, who is Christ the Lord. 12 And this will be the sign to you: Youwill find a Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths, lying in a manger."
13And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praisingGod and saying:
14 "Glory to God in the highest,
And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!"
I think I would be afraid too if I sawan angel. Just imagine, it's the dead of night. The shepherds arelistening for any disturbance in the bush, a wolf? A lion? There may havebeen a soothing song playing in the background to calm the sheep. Theyalways protected the sheep, their income. Whensuddenly a great light appears before them! An angel speaks. Sheep? What sheep? What is this? Then the whole sky lights up! Andthe angels rejoice right in front of the shepherds! We will see this inHeaven too. How awesome is that? In verse 10 you see "I bringyou good tidings of great joy which will be to all people." Themessage is expanding it's no longer just for Jews it's for all peoplenow. Even those of us who are Gentiles. There are many propheciesin Isaiah and Jeremiah about the Gentiles. Here's one:

Isaiah 11:10
10"And in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse,
Whoshall stand as a banner to the people;
Forthe Gentiles shall seek Him,
AndHis resting place shall be glorious."

The Jews will always be God's chosenones, always the first-fruits. God chose to include the Gentiles aswell. For that I am very grateful. Jesse is David's father. This prophecy sounds like it's referring to the manger in Bethlehem. Thewise men were Gentiles. As the saying goes, "Wise men (and women) still seek Him." I do.

God mentions theshepherd many times in Scripture. He is God, I'm a sheep... But, from what I've read a shepherd's job is verytaxing. They need to watch everything their sheep do. They're notthe brightest of animals and will eat poisonous food, get scared to death literally, and fall off of cliffs. It does sound familiar ... They are also considered a tastytreat by meat eating animals so they constantly need to be guarded andprotected. It would take a great deal of patience and love to handle ajob like this.
Micah5:2
6'But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah,
Arenot the least among the rulers of Judah;
Forout of you shall come a Ruler
Whowill shepherd My people Israel.'"

My favorite Psalm, I memorized thisand repeat it before I go to sleep sometimes. God calls Himself our shepherd.
Psalms23
1The Lord is my shepherd;
Ishall not want.
2 Hemakes me to lie down in green pastures;
Heleads me beside the still waters.
3 Herestores my soul;
Heleads me in the paths of righteousness
ForHis name's sake.
4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
Iwill fear no evil;
ForYou are with me;
Yourrod and Your staff, they comfort me.
5You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
Youanoint my head with oil;
Mycup runs over.
6 Surelygoodness and mercy shall follow me
Allthe days of my life;
AndI will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.
NKJV
A great Christian book on God as ourshepherd is A Shepherd Looks at Psalm 23, by W. Phillip Keller.

One day we will see the angels in glory, and sing in their choir!

The wise men and the star - Christmas Story 4

2011-12-22T14:38:00.003-05:00

Matthew 2:1-8

1 Now after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king,behold, wise men from the East came to Jerusalem, 2 saying, "Where isHe who has been born King of the Jews? For we have seen His star in theEast and have come to worship Him."
3 When Herod the king heard this, he was troubled, and all Jerusalemwith him. 4 And when he had gathered all the chief priests and scribes ofthe people together, he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born.
5 So they said to him, "In Bethlehem of Judea, for thus it iswritten by the prophet:
6 'But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah,
Are not the least among the rulers of Judah;
For out of you shall come a Ruler
Who will shepherd My people Israel.'" (Micah 5:2)

From these verses we can see that peoplebelieved the prophecies before the birth of Christ. And even knew them byheart. Sadly Herod did not know or care. He was the current King of theJews. All of Jerusalem was troubled. You would think the coming ofthe Christ would be a good thing in the temple- that it wouldn't be a surprise. It took wise men from the east to point this out, they were theones who worshiped Jesus. This shows the deterioration taking place inthe Jewish leaders since the time of King David. David did everything forthe glory of God. When he sinned, he was forgiven, and went on to bringGod glory again.

7 Then Herod, when he had secretly called the wise men,determined from them what time the star appeared. 8 And he sent them toBethlehem and said, "Go and search carefully for the young Child, and whenyou have found Him, bring back word to me, that I may come and worship Him also."
NKJV

Herod wasa wicked King. His desire was to destroy the competition, it was allabout his glory. So he lied telling the wise men he wanted to worshipJesus.

Here's how God worked it out with thewise men:

Matthew 2:12
12 Then, being divinely warned in a dream that they should not return toHerod, they departed for their own country another way.
NKJV

One of my hobbies is astronomy. It is documentedthat a very rare and unusual incident happened during this time period where the planets Venus and Jupiter were in the constellation Leo. Leo is the constellation of Kings and the tribe of Judah. Jesus is the lion of the tribe of Judah.

I read in my research that this has never occurred again in over 2000 years. One of the proofsthat God exists is the orderliness of the universe. There have been manytheories, over the years, as to how the universe will end. However no onecan truly explain how it has lasted this long. The constellations we seein the sky today, are the same as when Jesus walked the earth. The earthhas changed through war, storms, earthquakes etc. But the constellationshave not. What a grand entry for the Son of God! A great and glorious light shone in the sky over Jesus. When we are inHeaven we'll know all of these details. For now, we know nothing is impossible forGod. The Bible says a star for the King of the Jews. That's good enough for me.

Born in Bethlehem? - Christmas Story 3

2011-12-21T15:06:00.000-05:00

Tradition always shows Joseph walking, don't know why for sure.
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.
Digital Painting, Corel Painter

An Old Testament prophecy was written that the Ruler of Israelcomes from Bethlehem:

Micah 5:2
2 "But you, Bethlehem Ephrathah,
Though you are little among the thousands of Judah,
Yet out of you shall come forth to Me
The One to be Ruler in Israel,
Whose goings forth are from of old,
From everlasting."

But, Mary and Joseph lived inNazareth, about 80 miles from Bethlehem.

Luke 1:26-27
26 Now in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a city ofGalilee named Nazareth, 27 to a virgin betrothed to a man whose name wasJoseph, of the house of David.

Here's how God worked it out:

Luke 2:1-5
1 And it came to pass in those days that a decree went out from CaesarAugustus that all the world should be registered. 2 This census first tookplace while Quirinius was governing Syria. 3 So all went to be registered,everyone to his own city.
4 Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judea,to the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, because he was of thehouse and lineage of David, 5 to be registered with Mary, his betrothed wife,who was with child.
NKJV

Censusand taxes! God used the government to bring about His plan. Thisproves that nothing is impossible for God and He can use anything to bringabout His will. By this time it may have been a relief for Mary andJoseph to leave Nazareth. I'm sure they both received a lot ofadvice and who knows what happened in the local gossip mill. Getting awaywas a good thing in many ways. However, the trip was very difficult. Mary was almost ready to deliver Jesus.

I remember how it feels when I step out in faith, and go where the Lord leads me- like a Nursing Home. I am overwhelmed by the Holy Spirit's presence and joy. Mary wasn't carrying a normal baby. He is the Son of God, she must have been blessed for her service and His presence within her. Joseph was also blessed. I don't know if the road was easier because of her assignment. I hope so.

Usually women are the talkers, but I suspect Joseph finally got his chance to think this all through. Maybe he said something like, "We're going to have the Son of God! No, wait. Mary's going to have the Son of God. My Mary, God chose my Mary. I knew she was special. I knew she would stay faithful. I'm going to be a Dad! But I'm not worthy, why would God? I'll teach Him everything I can! But what could I possibly teach the Son of God?"

I imagine Mary giggling and saying something like, "Oh Joseph, you'll be a fine Father. Just remember this baby is a miracle. God has a plan for us as parents. He will guide us."

Or maybe they just travelled rejoicing in their hearts to have this awesome role in God's plan. Perhaps they prayed, no doubt the angels were nearby. The Savior was coming as a baby. No doubt they were exhausted by the trip.

Joseph's reaction - Christmas Story 2

2011-12-20T09:05:00.000-05:00

Over a thousand years before the birth ofChrist, David wrote this Psalm. This verse seems to fit whatJoseph and Mary had to deal with. It would be amazing to be visited by anangel.
Psalm 19:7
7The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul;
Thetestimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple;
NKJV

Matthew 1:18-25
18 After His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph, before they came together,she was found with child of the Holy Spirit. 19 Then Joseph her husband,being a just man, and not wanting to make her a public example,was minded to put her away secretly.

Josephseemed to have the same reaction to this as Mary, "What!!? Wait aminute..." Joseph, like a lot of men, came up with a plan inhis mind and knew how he was going to fix things. By this time, Mary knew she was carrying a baby. She trusted God, believed Gabriel, andnow she would've felt incredibly alone. It's important to realize that during this time period women were stoned to death for adultery. Joseph didn't want this to happen to Mary so he was thinking about hiding her. He must've loved her.

Thisis how God worked it out:
20 But while he thoughtabout these things, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in adream, saying, "Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take to youMary your wife, for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit.21 And she will bring forth a Son, and you shall call His name Jesus,for He will save His people from their sins."
22 So all this was donethat it might be fulfilled which was spoken by the Lord through theprophet, saying: 23 "Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and bear aSon, and they shall call His name Immanuel," which is translated,"God with us." (Isaiah 7:14)
24 Then Joseph,being aroused from sleep, did as the angel of the Lord commanded him andtook to him his wife, 25 and did not know her till she had brought forthher firstborn Son. And he called His name Jesus.

Josephstrikes me as a simple man, a carpenter. He's honorable and keeps hisword. Obviously he has great strength and faith that God would choose himto take care of Mary and Jesus. Joseph and Marywere asked to believe and do the unacceptable, the impossible. But thepurpose behind what God had in mind is beyond comprehension. Both Mary andJoseph were from the lineage of David fulfilling this prophecy about Jesus:
Isaiah 9:7
7 Of the increase of His government and peace
There will be no end,
Upon the throne of David and over His kingdom,
To order it and establish it with judgment and justice
From that time forward, even forever.
The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this.
NKJV
I'm so glad they took God at His Word and didn't give up. I can only imagine what Joseph was thinking through all of this : )

Mary and Gabriel - Christmas Story 1

2011-12-19T17:12:00.000-05:00

This time of year I like to read the Christmas story. The story begins in the OldTestament with prophecies. It's such an incredible story, I'm surepeople debated how the prophecy could possibly be fulfilled for many years. Iwonder if they discussed whether the scripture is literal or figurative... Here's one prophecy:
Isaiah 7:14-15
14Therefore the Lord Himself will give you a sign: Behold, the virgin shallconceive and bear a Son, and shall call His name Immanuel.
NKJV

After many many years, God sent the angel, "Gabriel," to visit Mary.

Luke 1:26-38
26 Now in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a city ofGalilee named Nazareth, 27 to a virgin betrothed to a man whose name wasJoseph, of the house of David. The virgin's name was Mary. 28 And having comein, the angel said to her, "Rejoice, highly favored one, the Lord is withyou; blessed are you among women!"
29 But when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and considered whatmanner of greeting this was.

I would have been nervous too if I heard the words, "Rejoice highly favored one..." I'd be skeptical of who this was, and what this was about. This is a common reaction to an angel'sappearance in the Bible.

30 Then the angel said to her, "Do not be afraid, Mary,for you have found favor with God. 31 And behold, you will conceive in yourwomb and bring forth a Son, and shall call His name Jesus. 32 He will begreat, and will be called the Son of the Highest; and the Lord God will giveHim the throne of His father David. 33 And He will reign over the house ofJacob forever, and of His kingdom there will be no end."
34 Then Mary said to the angel, "How can this be, since I do not know aman?"

Herresponse is so sincere. What!!? Wait a minute...

35And the angel answered and said to her, "The Holy Spirit will come uponyou, and the power of the Highest will overshadow you; therefore, also, thatHoly One who is to be born will be called the Son of God. 36 Now indeed,Elizabeth your relative has also conceived a son in her old age; and this isnow the sixth month for her who was called barren. 37 For with God nothingwill be impossible."
38Then Mary said, "Behold the maidservant of the Lord! Let it be to meaccording to your word." And the angel departed from her.
NKJV
Her faith must've been verystrong. She happily and willingly submits, acknowledging she is His maidservant. Perhaps this is why God chose her to bear His Son. Herfaith is simple trust, she is humble, and wise. You would think God would choose a wealthy family, people witheducations, and a big safe house. But not our God. He chose Maryand Joseph, two hardworking young people, with a simple faith that helpedchange the world. I can only imagine what Mary must've been thinking after meeting Gabriel. I would've been going over this for awhile in my mind.

Word-filled Wednesday

2011-12-14T14:18:00.000-05:00

It's December. In the USA, it's the darkest time of the year. Our days are much shorter now. It starts getting dark around 4pm. It can get kind of depressing. Sometimes the holidays themselves can be depressing, like when someone we loved is no longer with us. Or there's just not enough money to buy Christmas gifts. I know what it is to wish I could just skip Christmas. Of course there's always disagreements and disagreeable folks to deal with as well. We just aren't perfect. As much as we try, the holidays aren't perfect. Feelings aren't something we can control at times. It's so good to know Jesus is perfect. Even in the darkest times, He's with us. This verse promises that He will be the light of our lives.

One year I had just gotten my first apartment and was living alone. I felt lonely. So I decided I would put up a tree for myself. It turned out great, some people stopped by to admire it. But it was between me and the Lord mostly. I put up blue ornaments to symbolize His purity, red to symbolize His sacrifice, and purple to symbolize His royalty. I could feel His presence with me. This year I walked downstairs to find my cat staring out of the middle of the tree. He likes to climb. Oy! It's never perfect. Just need to find where the ornament hooks landed...

Personally I think a lot of the American traditions like Santa Claus and gift giving are fun. I even enjoy some of the old movies like, "It's a wonderful life." I've always loved watching parades. But the best part is remembering and celebrating Jesus' birth. I don't even want to imagine life without Him. He is my light.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

How a house is built

2011-12-12T10:41:00.001-05:00

"Victory comes with faith in Jesus"
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.
Watercolor & India Ink

I'm back! The Mac transition wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. But, I still have more to learn about how the system works. Plus I can always go back to my Windows laptop for reference when I get stuck. Ok so I did have a few meltdowns. But with the Lord's help, I was able to get to the victory part
: )

Proverbs 24

3 By wisdom ahouse is built, and through understanding it is established;  4 through knowledge its rooms are filled with rare and beautiful treasures.
This verse is beautiful. With wisdom and understanding, our houses are built to last. Knowledge fills the rooms with rare and beautiful treasures. My favorite house to visit, as a little girl, wasn't perfect. The family had 3 kids. The upstairs wasn't finished. Books were scattered everywhere. It was always messy. A piano sat in the living room and all the kids knew how to play. I was so fascinated to see my friend was writing a book, she was only about seven years old. I loved to visit her house. It was so full of freedom and creativity. As for me, I had my box of crayons and loved to color. They went to Church and believed in Jesus.

10 If youfalter in a time of trouble,  how small is your strength!  11 Rescue those being led away to death;  holdback those staggering toward slaughter.  12If you say, “But we knew nothing about this,”  does not he who weighs the heartperceive it?  Does not he who guards your life know it?  Willhe not repay everyone according to what they have done?
I see this as a call to service, to share my faith with others. If I have all this wonderful treasure from God- financial, talent, spiritual, love and time, then the least I can do is use it to help others. All the treasure we have is stored in Heaven, a gift from our Father. He likes it when we invest it in others.

16 …for thoughthe righteous fall seven times, they rise again,   but the wicked stumblewhen calamity strikes.

Even though we fall as Christians, we can find forgiveness in Jesus, by confessing our sins. It's interesting that this verse refers to falling seven times; it reminded me of a conversation between Peter and Jesus...

Jesus said:

Matthew 18
21 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall Iforgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?”

22 Jesusanswered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times."

26 Anhonest answer is like a kiss on the lips.

NIV

I like this verse. I do believe there's a difference between being honest and being brutally honest. I'm always glad to hear if I made a mistake, or if some of my artwork or writing isn't quite right and doesn't make sense. I appreciate when my husband tells me dinner just doesn't taste as good as usual- maybe I should try something different (I'm a creative cook). For the next meal, he tells me how delicious it is. That's a kiss. As a teenager, my Mom came home from the beauty parlor and asked, "What do you think of my new hair-do?" I replied, "Oh Mom, it looks like George Washington!" That would be a slap and not a kiss, brutal honesty. Oy! Life's a challenge.

Financial balance

2011-12-05T21:10:00.001-05:00


"Say it isn't so..." © Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved. Watercolor & Colored Pencils

So I was working on my PC Saturday and noticed I had 2 cursors on the screen instead of one. As a programmer, I knew this was a bad sign. Things would come up and then disappear, it took 3 clicks to close software. My hard drive was maxed out quite a lot. Then it happened. The fatal blue screen appeared on my monitor shouting, "Error!" I rebooted and the machine came back. But I've seen this before. Soon the whole PC dies and everything inside. I feared the worst, 153 gigabytes of photos could be wiped away. It could be the Mother Board, the brains. I took it to my PC repairman to run a diagnostic on the hardware.

I was hoping I was wrong all Saturday. My husband thought it was the perfect time to upgrade to a Mac. I had to agree. I can wipe out a PC pretty quickly with my software. And, PC's just don't last as long as Macs. But I was still hoping I was wrong. Sunday I got the call. I was right. Don't you just hate being right at the wrong time? The good news is I caught it before it wiped out my photos. My husband picked out a new Mac for me- she's a beauty and will be strong enough to endure my hours and Adobe Creative Suite. It's an iMac and much nicer than I would've chosen for myself. I can work on illustrating and writing a children's book. It will be an excellent tool.

I used to see racks of servers when I worked in computing. Now I'll have my own little rack of hard drives. So, we stepped out in faith to order it. All night I kept thinking, "What did I do!!?"

Then today, we received a small inheritance from my Mom's estate. It was plenty to cover my new system and then some. Sometimes it's wise to buy quality, avoiding the risk of losing your work. You can spend more on replacing lower quality than just getting a good machine in the beginning.

I remember so many times, when I put myself through college, Mom would say, "I sure wish I could help you out." I felt so bad for her. I helped her out as much as I could with my college work money. Today, I looked up and whispered, "Thanks Mama. This is the best system I've ever had. You sure helped me out."

Sooo... I'm using a drawing I did on paper (instead of Corel Painter) for this post. Lord willing I'll be setting up my new system tomorrow. Soon I'll be working like a pro.   I'll try and keep posting but it may take a few days to learn the Mac. Hoping to be back to normal by Wednesday. I'm working on my laptop tonight but didn't want anyone to worry or wonder.

I'm really becoming a freelancer. Go figure...

These verses from Proverbs 23 seem to fit my situation pretty well. Thanks be to God for His perfect timing, our needs being met again, and for pointing out my PC's trouble before it was fatal and I lost everything.

Proverbs 23

These verses describe 2 extremes to me. Either putting our whole being into work to earn money, or being too caught up in saving money. Both lead to poor relationships with others and especially the Lord. I want to be grateful for His gifts financially, enjoy and save. I don't want to let work take over my life. Even if it's something I love. Jesus first, family second, work third.
⁴ Do not wear yourself out to get rich;
   do not trust your own cleverness.
⁵ Cast but a glance at riches, and they are gone,
   for they will surely sprout wings
   and fly off to the sky like an eagle.

⁶ Do not eat the food of a begrudging host,
   do not crave his delicacies;
⁷ for he is the kind of person
   who is always thinking about the cost.
“Eat and drink,” he says to you,
   but his heart is not with you.

Pray with me that I'll conquer the Mac and be back soon writing and drawing on it. I need to work on paper more too. God bless!
Karen

"And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:19

Give and you will receive

2011-12-02T11:14:00.001-05:00

It seemed like Proverbs 22 is all about giving good or bad, and it will be returned to us the same. It's interesting the Lord would lead me here before Christmas. Lots of wisdom here, I italicized some Christmas ideas.

Proverbs 22

1 A good name is more desirable than great riches;

to be esteemed is better than silver or gold.

It feels so great to have a good reputation. When I've been praised for a good job, it always made me want to work all the harder. A Christmas gift may be acknowledging someone or a gift to inspire someone's talent. I was thrilled when I got my first painting kit from my step-father.

2 Rich and poor have this in common:

The Lord is the Maker of them all.

To me, the message to the poor is that God is your Creator. We shouldn't let financial troubles make us feel like we are worthless. Our true value is in who we are, and Who created us. The message to the rich is you are no better than the poor. The rich have wealth in this life, but their true value is in the One who created them as well. Gifts shouldn't be based on how wealthy others are.

3 The prudent see danger and take refuge,

but the simple keep going and pay the penalty.

I need to keep watch over things and make sure we're not heading toward disaster. When I see a problem on the horizon, I usually start taking action. And pray a lot. To ignore potential problems, will bring a penalty. This applies to all areas of our lives: business, home, family, Church, everything. I need to watch the credit card debt, while shopping for Christmas.

4 Humility is the fear of the Lord;

its wages are riches and honor and life.

Being humble before God is wealth, it brings honor, and life. It's so much better when I ask my husband what he thinks about things than just telling him. We do have our struggles and disagreements. With God as our Lord, we do much better- can't claim perfection though. My gifts to others, shouldn't be a competition with other givers.

6 Start children off on the way they should go,

and even when they are old they will not turn from it.

Children need direction. They need to feel safe at home, to understand the ways of God. I should give gifts to children in a way that shows them how to give. Or as my friend Glynn wrote on his blog, "Faith, Fiction, Friends", spending time with his grandson is a gift for both of them.

9 The generous will themselves be blessed,

for they share their food with the poor.
In the Bible, giving includes food, time, treasure and talent. Food has two meanings: spiritual like prayer or encouragement, and literal food.

Jesus said:

"Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." Luke 6:38

Gifts that encourage or prayers are always a big hit. Actually my family loves copies of my photos, when I share my talent. I try not to give gifts I wouldn't want to receive.

12 The eyes of the Lord keep watch over knowledge,

but he frustrates the words of the unfaithful.
On a good day, my logic is sound. I can visualize solving problems in my head in a nice straight line. However, sometimes my logic goes into reverse. It's really frustrating and sometimes embarrassing. When someone's words are frustrated, I think it means their logic goes in reverse. It's like justifying stealing because the person feels they deserve to have what someone else has. However, once they get that "thing," it doesn't take long for them to get bored with it. Maybe a gift that helps someone understand the Bible or a Bible would be good.

13 The sluggard says, “There’s a lion outside!

I’ll be killed in the public square!”
I can see two applications for this proverb.

A sluggard is a lazy person- so they build up excuses in their mind to keep them from working.
It could also apply to someone who isn't lazy, but is just plain trapped in fear.

I remember a woman, on the Prayer Forum, who was afraid to leave home and go to Church. We had great ideas for her like: focus on the Lord and not the people, sit in the back of the Church where it's not as intimidating, really great ideas. But fear can be so crippling. I'm not sure if she made it. After driving 3 hours everyday to work, in bad traffic, I experienced some fear of driving. I was in 3 accidents during the commute. It really surprised me how jumpy I was after I left the job. But fear is real and hard to cope with. The Lord has brought me through it now. However, I am a more cautious driver.
There's so many good, inspiring books today. My husband asked me for a desk calendar called, "Facing Your Giants," by Max Lucado. I'll try not to put my shopping off too long- fearing the dreaded crowds at the mall...

NIV

What are your thoughts?

Word-filled Wednesday

2011-11-30T12:21:00.001-05:00

Sometimes life seems so weary. I just want to go to sleep and forget about it. But Jesus promises to strengthen us. To help us get up and face each day. He promises to give us strength when we have to face a day on a job that has so many things going wrong, there's no place to start. He helps us find the place to start. One thing at a time. He gives me strength when I have to tell my husband something I'd rather not. Even when I have to go outside and shovel the snow once again. The laundry has piled up and I'm the only one to do it. He restores my soul.

We can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens us. Nothing is bigger than God.

After a snowy, cold, long, winter earlier this year, this horse finally got to come out of the stable and rest in the sunshine. She's really enjoying it. It's unusual to see a horse laying down, but they do. We enjoy the Sonshine even during storms.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

What are your thoughts?

Greater than sacrifice

2011-11-28T11:42:00.001-05:00

This morning was a bit different.  I opened my Bible accidentally(?) to Micah 6:8 one of my favorite verses. Then I flipped over to Proverbs and found verses 2-3 that are right on track with Micah. When things like this happen I have to say, "Lord, speak to me."  Then I remembered the old Keith Green song, "To Obey Is Better Than Sacrifice."  Here's how He spoke to me. 

Proverbs 21

2 A person may think their own ways are right,

but the Lord weighs the heart.

3 To do what is right and just

is more acceptable to the Lord than sacrifice.

Sometimes I feel like I have it all figured out.  Yup.  I'm a Christian.  My walk is steady with the Lord.  Then I remember that woman I should be praying for- the one who is lonely.  I remember telling my husband in the grocery store, not to buy anything that's not on the shopping list.  That was right before I saw one of my favorite types of soda pop... I had to have some.  I looked at him and said, "Guess I deserve an 'H' on my shirt for hypocrite right?"  He agreed.  God looks at our hearts, not just our Church attendance.   He wants us to do what's right and just.  Am I quick to "help" my husband understand saving money, while I consider myself exempt?  That would be a problem.

Micah 6:6-8

6 With what shall I come before the Lord 

and bow down before the exalted God?

Shall I come before him with burnt offerings,

with calves a year old?

Since I became a Christian, these have been some favorite verses.  I was so scared and everyone seemed so perfect.  How could I ever be a good Christian?  I'm a sinner.  What can I possibly do? 

7 Will the Lord be pleased with thousands of rams,

with ten thousand rivers of olive oil?

Shall I offer my firstborn for my transgression,

the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?

Obey Him.  Don't try and be a "good" Christian- there's no such thing.  It doesn't matter what other Christians think, it's what God thinks.  Worship Him, learn about Him, serve Him. I want to do my best to reflect Him.  He wants to have a relationship with me.  To talk everyday, for me to listen.

8 He has shown you, O mortal, what is good.

And what does the Lord require of you?

To act justly and to love mercy

and to walk humbly with your God.

Jesus made the sacrifice for us. Nothing we can do can ever take Jesus' place. On our own we just don't add up. But through faith in Him our debt is paid. The least I can do is try and help others and spend time with Him each day.
Romans 5:18-19
Consequently, just as the result of one trespass was condemnation for all men, so also the result of one act of righteousness was justification that brings life for all men. For just as through the disobedience of the one man the many were made sinners, so also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous.
NIV

Here's the Keith Green song I was describing. It's so simple, yet we try and make it so complicated.
To Obey Is Better Than Sacrifice (link)

There's always hope: If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9

What are your thoughts?

From the inside

2011-11-25T10:25:00.001-05:00

Glad I'm not the only one who gets confused at times...
© Karen Kyle Ericson, all rights reserved.

Years ago, when I was working at Boeing, I was having a tough time. This man walked up to me and asked, "Why are you so down? You're usually so full of light." So much was going on at the time I was discouraged. So I couldn't answer him, except to say, "Life." I didn't even realize I'd lost the light. So, even though I didn't feel like it, I put effort into reading the Bible and praying. I went back to work and saw the same man. He smiled and nodded at me. It was huge. I've learned that what I'm thinking and feeling on the inside displays on the outside.

This Proverb has wisdom for our hearts.

Proverbs 20

3 It is to one’s honor to avoid strife,

but every fool is quick to quarrel.

It's always best to avoid strife. But sometimes honesty is necessary. What I've been told is that I tend to put up with a lot patiently, but there's a point when I'm done. Then I speak what I think. I'm not sure any of us are always gracious when we speak. It is foolish to be quick to quarrel. It's better to ask questions, like, "What did you mean when you said ...?"

5 The purposes of a person’s heart are deep waters,

but one who has insight draws them out.

My thoughts do get jumbled. When I was a little girl I stuttered. I've learned if I write out all my thoughts on paper- then go through one at a time asking, "Is this true? A possibility? or just frustration?" I sort out my thoughts. The Holy Spirit can draw us out of deep water too. Sometimes I ask Him to counsel me.

Jesus said:

16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you.
John 14:16-17 NIV

6 Many claim to have unfailing love,

but a faithful person who can find?

This verse reminds me of teenagers. Young people are sure they've fallen madly in love with the right person, on the first date. I honestly can't remember how many boyfriends I had before I got married... (blush). He's a good man, so glad all that's over now. God's love is unfailing : )

12 Ears that hear and eyes that see—

the Lord has made them both.

This is a bit humbling. So... sounds like I'm supposed to listen with my ears, and not just play music. And also use my eyes to see what's really going on. Lord, help me see people the way You see them, to really hear.

15 Gold there is, and rubies in abundance,

but lips that speak knowledge are a rare jewel.

Sometimes having a question answered is priceless. I think in this verse it's described as rare, because we tend to give answers to questions no one is asking... It's important to gain knowledge, especially about the Bible. Even better to share it with someone who wants to hear.

19 A gossip betrays a confidence;

so avoid anyone who talks too much.
This is one that gives me a chuckle. Avoid anyone who talks too much... Err that would be me sometimes... Probably good to think about that when I'm with others.

21 An inheritance claimed too soon

will not be blessed at the end.

This makes sense. Inheritances tend to get larger as time passes. Sometimes I need to wait, because God has a plan involved that I'm not aware of. I'd imagine anything to do with money, the banks, and government takes awhile to process anywhere. But the part about being "blessed" in the end sounds wonderful.

22 Do not say, “I’ll pay you back for this wrong!”

Wait for the Lord, and he will avenge you.
This is important. When I feel like I want to get revenge, I try and quote "Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord," over and over until I believe it. Things can get much worse if I don't.

24 A person’s steps are directed by the Lord.

How then can anyone understand their own way?
I love this one. This is how I feel today. I have no idea where I'm going in the long run. All I can do is keep working for the Lord, for my family. My steps are directed by Him. He has many surprises along the way.

27 The human spirit is the lamp of the Lord 

that sheds light on one’s inmost being.

I love this verse. If I have no spirit I'll be depressed. But if I can just keep looking up to Jesus, each day, I keep going. It reminds me of the old saying, "Keep your spirits up!" Athletes are good at this. The Lord has a way of restoring my joy, sometimes I pray He'll provide what He knows I need. I honestly don't always know. Paul describes Christians as running a race.

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last, but we do it to get a crown that will last forever.
1 Corinthians 9:24-25

NIV

Thanksgiving

2011-11-23T12:00:00.001-05:00

Happy Thanksgiving USA! Really though, as Christians, everyday is Thanksgiving day : )

Here's my prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father thank You for all the many blessings we have received. For all the things You've done that are unseen to us. Thank You for Your amazing patience and love. Forgive us where we have failed You, and help us to be stronger, to have self control. Please help our nation Father, we don't know what to do. But our eyes are on You. To the praise of Your glorious grace, thank You.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Some thanksgiving verses:

I will praise God’s name in song
and glorify him with thanksgiving.
Psalms 69:30

Let us come before him with thanksgiving
and extol him with music and song.
Psalms 95:2

Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.
Psalms 100:4-5

The Lord will surely comfort Zion
and will look with compassion on all her ruins;
he will make her deserts like Eden,
her wastelands like the garden of the Lord.
Joy and gladness will be found in her,
thanksgiving and the sound of singing.
Isaiah 51:3

All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.
2 Corinthians 4:15

You will be enriched in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion, and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.
2 Corinthians 9:11

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
Philippians 4:6

I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness.
1 Timothy 2:1-2

For everything God created is good, and nothing is to be rejected if it is received with thanksgiving, because it is consecrated by the word of God and prayer.
1 Timothy 4:4-5

I am thankful for you. May God bless you abundantly!

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Self control

2011-11-21T14:15:00.001-05:00

I can be brilliant, but without self-control I can be broke, lonely, and in trouble. Both children and adults need to learn how to control themselves in order to be successful. Even in reading the Bible it takes some discipline to get to it each day. When I was working 13 hour days, I had very little time to myself. So, I'd pop open my Bible and read a verse and pray. If I had more than 5 minutes, I'd read a paragraph. Somehow it was always good.

Proverbs 19

2 Desire without knowledge is not good—

how much more will hasty feet miss the way!

Ok, how many times have you dashed out the door, realizing you forgot your car keys? That's how I see this verse. I have the desire to drive the car but not the keys. Learning is like that, it's important to take time to learn. Even if I have great talent but don't take the time to learn to use it, it's not good.

3 A person’s own folly leads to their ruin,

yet their heart rages against the Lord.

This sounds so familiar. When I was a new Christian, if something went wrong I'd ask God why He did that? I'd become angry. But years of walking with the Lord have taught me to stop and really consider- is this from God? or did I get myself into this mess? I realize now, sometimes trials come to bless us with faith and compassion. We can always trust this verse:

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

It's the first verse I memorized. But if someone is brokenhearted by tragedy, this is hard to grasp. Sometimes we just need to cry, to let out our pain.

8 The one who gets wisdom loves life;

the one who cherishes understanding will soon prosper.

Wisdom makes life much easier because you understand how to enjoy it. Understanding is so important. In my work, I draw pictures of my ideas and verify with clients if this is what they really want. One client told me, "You do what I like!" It's good to understand what people need.

11 A person’s wisdom yields patience;

it is to one’s glory to overlook an offense.

Patience and overlooking offenses is key in any relationship, especially marriage or friendships. Of course there's a point I need to talk about it too.

13 A foolish child is a father’s ruin,

and a quarrelsome wife is like

the constant dripping of a leaky roof.

This is another proverb that always makes me laugh. Maybe I'm a bit weird but this description always jumps out at me. A quarrelsome wife is like the constant dripping of a leaky roof! So true. I can hear the drip drip drip drip... It applies to men too. My husband and I have had times where we just get annoyed with each other. A good pillow fight helps clear the air.

18 Discipline your children, for in that there is hope;

do not be a willing party to their death.

I think verse 13 and 18 go together. A child who has no self-control reflects poorly on their parents. A temper tantrum brings everyone's eyes to poor Mom. Most of us understand 2-3 year olds are really hard to raise. And don't look down on the Mom. I try and smile to reassure her I understand. Verse 18 warns that unless children learn discipline and are trained to behave properly, the parent is setting them up for troubles in the future. I remember back in the 70's when teachers were forbidden from disciplining children in school. When I worked with young people who were home schooled, they worked very hard, had such peace and focus. The only thing that was hard for them was confidence.

14 Houses and wealth are inherited from parents,

but a prudent wife is from the Lord.

A prudent wife is from the Lord, how cool is that? Had to look up that word, we don't use it much (prudent- shrewd in the management of practical affairs). This would be a person who watches the finances and uses up the leftovers. I think of it as also putting some away for the future. Our future is a little unknown right now with the economy problems.

17 Whoever is kind to the poor lends to the Lord,

and he will reward them for what they have done.

When we give to the poor, we are lending to the Lord. We will be rewarded.

19 A hot-tempered person must pay the penalty;

rescue them, and you will have to do it again.

Self-control again. If someone has no self-control, they'll constantly be in trouble. It's so important to learn this. Yet sometimes so hard to maintain.

21 Many are the plans in a person’s heart,

but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.

I have lots of plans. But truly I want the Lord's purpose to be done. His purposes reach the world.

22 What a person desires is unfailing love;

better to be poor than a liar.

I think we all desire unfailing love. It describes Jesus.

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Psalm 143:8

23 The fear of the Lord leads to life;

then one rests content, untouched by trouble.

It's so good to be content knowing we've done all we could, and that the Lord is watching over us.
NIV

I don't know about you, but I always find self-control to be challenging in one way or another.  So glad God forgives, and helps us yet another day.

Conversations...

2011-11-18T09:40:00.001-05:00

This is a humbling chapter... These are the verses that stood out to me, lots of wisdom here.

Proverbs 18

1 An unfriendly person pursues selfish ends

and against all sound judgment starts quarrels.
I've seen this many times.  There are people who have an agenda and will force their personal beliefs on others- even to the point of causing quarrels or creating a judging spirit in the person who's listening.  Probably a good time to wipe the dust off our feet and move on. 

2 Fools find no pleasure in understanding

but delight in airing their own opinions.
Guilty!  Boy do I have some opinions.  And, sometimes I'm more interested in sharing my point of view than seeking to understand what others are saying.  Once I get off my soap box and listen, I usually find the other person is right too.

4 The words of the mouth are deep waters,

but the fountain of wisdom is a rushing stream.
I've gotten myself into some deep water at times, that's for sure.  When someone speaks wisdom it's like a rushing stream, good for the soul.

13 To answer before listening—

that is folly and shame.
I would like to apologize to any of my blogger friends where I may have not completely read a post before commenting (blush).  My mind works very quickly and in many directions.  This is an easy trap for me to fall into.  I hear part of the conversation and think I understand.  Listening is sometimes good medicine for others and also helps me come up with the right response.

22 He who finds a wife finds what is good

and receives favor from the Lord.
See ladies?  We are of value to the Lord.  My thanks to all those guys who recognize on their blogs that God uses women as leaders, some even support women as preachers.  Many have taken (1 Cor 14:34) which refers to disruptive behavior in Church, to mean we shouldn't speak at all.  Paul has some words about women teaching men in (1 Tim. 2:11-15).  I'm not called to be a preacher so it's never really bothered me.  But there are times when a woman needs to speak and shouldn't be chastised for it.  Especially in ministry.  I've heard some say if women lead, the men won't.  We are all called to Christ and service, there shouldn't be extremes in this. Hmmm... wonder where the problem really lies. It's interesting to realize that it was women who told the disciples about Jesus' resurrection (Luke 24:9-10).  Would anyone have dared to tell Mother Teresa to be quiet?  Did I mention I see all sides at once?  I will do as He leads.  I am His servant.

10 The name of the Lord is a fortified tower;
the righteous run to it and are safe.

24 One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin,

but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

These 2 verses describe Jesus to me.  He is a friend who sticks closer to us than a brother, our fortified tower.  He lifts our spirits above the troubles of our world.
NIV

Here's how Jesus is described by Paul- our perfect example in relationships.

3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, 4 not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.5 In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus:6 Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; 7 rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant,being made in human likeness. 8 And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death—even death on a cross!

These verses are like Proverbs 18:10,24, Jesus' name is above all names. There is strength and power in His name.

9 Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name,10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,in heaven and on earth and under the earth,11 and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord,to the glory of God the Father.
Philippians 2:3-11 NIV

Word-filled Wednesday

2011-11-16T11:02:00.001-05:00

After the hurricane left New Jersey, all the people were talking about it. And everyone agreed, the worst part was the news reporting. We heard about it for 2 weeks before it came. There were actually weathermen who wanted it to be the storm of the century. "Hello? We are real people here."

Sometimes the news can be so frightening, sometimes life is frightening. It's so refreshing to be able to turn to the Bible and find peace. God is still in control of the universe. He can turn our darkness into light. The light that shines in our hearts, even when the electricity goes out. I can't begin to describe the many times the world seemed full of insanity. I've opened my Bible and found peace in God. This verse promises that He will turn our darkness into light. Not necessarily in things and a lack of storms, but in our hearts where we can endure whatever happens next.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

Keeping the peace

2011-11-14T11:09:00.001-05:00

When we were driving from Seattle to New Jersey to move here, the weather turned very bad. There were heavy snows in the Cascade Mountain Range in Washington. Storms were brewing all the way across the USA. I prayed the whole time. As we headed over the Cascades we heard about avalanche warnings on the radio. Then we learned we'd just passed under one. We weren't harmed, got through in the nick of time. This could only have been God's hand protecting us. It was definitely time to stop when one of the cats hung upside down from the roof of the car with his claws. We made it to New Jersey safely. Along the road we saw storms all around us, but for the most part stayed in a cloud free bubble. No worries though, the highest point in New Jersey is 220 feet as opposed to Mt. Rainier at 14,411 feet. I believe we're safe from avalanches now. Should I say that out loud?

Here's some more wisdom for today.

Proverbs 17

1 Better a dry crust with peace and quiet

than a house full of feasting, with strife.

I agree with this. I've lived in some houses full of strife. I always hated to go home. I remember looking around at the house and furniture, thinking, "This is a nice house, but why is it so miserable?" Strife means angry, conflict, or discord. It wears on people if it goes on constantly. God's ways are so healthy. So glad he gave us an Owner's Manual (Bible).

3 The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold,

but the Lord tests the heart.

Sometimes peace in our hearts is a miracle. Meshach, Shadrach and Abednego had a bad day when they were told to worship an image of gold. I love this story. They refused and were forced into a fiery furnace. There's a time to keep the peace, and a time to stand up for what is true.

19 He ordered the furnace heated seven times hotter than usual 20 and commanded some of the strongest soldiers in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and throw them into the blazing furnace. 21 So these men, wearing their robes, trousers, turbans and other clothes, were bound and thrown into the blazing furnace. 22 The king’s command was so urgent and the furnace so hot that the flames of the fire killed the soldiers who took up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, 23 and these three men, firmly tied, fell into the blazing furnace.24 Then King Nebuchadnezzar leaped to his feet in amazement and asked his advisers, “Weren’t there three men that we tied up and threw into the fire?”They replied, “Certainly, Your Majesty.”25 He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”26 Nebuchadnezzar then approached the opening of the blazing furnace and shouted, “Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, servants of the Most High God, come out! Come here!”Daniel 3:19-26NIV

Jesus came to rescue them : ) He shows His glory when He brings us through trials. He tests our hearts- and makes our faith stronger. He's with us when we need Him most. Sharing our testimonies with others helps them too.

5 Whoever mocks the poor shows contempt for their Maker;

whoever gloats over disaster will not go unpunished.

I guess I just don't think about the Creator when I meet people. When I see people, I see feelings first and then know how to proceed. This is saying that anyone who mocks a poor person (financial or in spirit), by making fun of them, or acting rude to them is actually showing contempt for God. He created all of us. When everyone is laughing that is good- including the one who was oppressed.

9 Whoever would foster love covers over an offense,

but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends.

I like this verse. Covering over an offense means to forget it, don't talk about it, keep it a secret.

17 A friend loves at all times,

and a brother is born for a time of adversity.

This one is so true. If I love a friend, nothing can take it away. Even my husband, and we've had some pretty adverse times for sure. I believe being a friend with our spouse is one of the most important things.

18 One who has no sense shakes hands in pledge

and puts up security for a neighbor.

Money can tear people apart. It makes us competitive, selfish, even hurtful to others. This verse describes making a pledge to pay someone elses debt if they can't. Usually a person would do this for a friend who is doing well financially. But, what happens if they aren't? A friendship and trust is broken. What I've learned is to never loan more to someone more than I can do without. Don't expect it to come back. If they repay me that's great. But, if they don't, I gave them a gift in the first place. No worries. It's about being wise with money and keeping relationships safe.

27 The one who has knowledge uses words with restraint,

and whoever has understanding is even-tempered.

A warning to watch what I say. Sometimes it means letting my husband make a mistake because he needs to understand.

28 Even fools are thought wise if they keep silent,

and discerning if they hold their tongues.

This is a beauty. It's one of my favorite verses. There's a time to be silent and not a fool, a time to listen. Even when I'm a fool : )

NIV

Making plans

2011-11-11T08:38:00.001-05:00

I have a praise, I finished up my New York Institute of Photography lessons and tests : ) It was a lot of work and included everything from how digital cameras function to shooting perfect building architecture. It's 6 units that include a total of 43 lessons. I just need to finish my final photo assignments and I'll be a graduate with a certificate. So far it's been all A's. Prayers are appreciated because one of the photos is a glamor shot... Yikes! I've been in blue jeans since I left office work. Actually they're all tough shots.

My plan was to work on my photography first. I thought it would be the easiest, quickest way to get into freelancing and earn some money. Next I'd planned to move on to painting and writing. I've always dreamed of doing children's books and novels.

I was reading my Bible one day and was so encouraged. I thought, "Everyone should know about the Bible." God gave me a desire to do this blog. This blog has actually become my favorite to work on. Would you believe, I'm writing, doing photos, and artwork? I made my plans but God directed my steps.

Some of these verses are actually in my business plan. There's so much wisdom in this chapter for making plans.

Proverbs 16

All I can say is Amen! So many times I've had to ask the Holy Spirit for words to say. When I do the words come out so nicely : )

1 To humans belong the plans of the heart,
but from the Lord comes the proper answer of the tongue.

This is so true. When I went in to do Nursing Home portraits, my motives were to keep things simple and move quickly with the elderly, to earn some money for our bills. God changed my heart when I walked in the door. The faces were so hopeful, so happy to see me. I fell in love with many of them. The guy who couldn't stop talking, the flirt, the beautiful 106 year old woman. Maybe I should listen to my heart and do more.

2 All a person’s ways seem pure to them,
but motives are weighed by the Lord.

These verses support what I wrote in the beginning. When you commit your plans to the Lord- things often unfold in the most surprising ways.

3 Commit to the Lord whatever you do,
and he will establish your plans.
4 The Lord works out everything to its proper end—
even the wicked for a day of disaster.

This verse is a bit challenging. There were people that didn't like me at work. Some were jealous, some didn't want to see a woman doing the job I had. Some even wanted to take my job from me deciding they deserved it more than me. But, I just realized several made peace with me in the end. My secret to success? Faith. And lots of prayer.
7 When the Lord takes pleasure in anyone’s way,
he causes their enemies to make peace with them.
8 Better a little with righteousness
than much gain with injustice.

Ok. I confess, in college, I flunked my first Old Testament test. I'd never read it before. There were so many people to remember and all the sites! Jebusites, Hittites, Canaanites, Ammonites... Oy! I had a group of future Pastors walk me around campus the night before the test drilling me, "Who was Isaiah? When did Abraham come into the picture?" I was so confused. The day before the test the Professor quoted this verse (for full effect think of a Southern accent). He said, "Don't ferget to study fer yer Bible test, remember..."
18 Pride goeth before destruction,
and a haughty spirit before the fall of man.
Then he added, "I don't want to frighten anyone, or mention lightening bolts if yer considerin' cheatin'. Especially on a BIBLE test." Dr. Puckett was awesome. Sometimes it takes more time, practice and lots of study to pass a test. Now I'm writing about the Bible, go figure... 35 years makes a difference : ) If you're confused by the Bible, don't give up.

I just like this verse, it's beautiful and visual.
24 Gracious words are a honeycomb,
sweet to the soul and healing to the bones.

True. How many of us would work at all if we didn't get hungry?
26 The appetite of laborers works for them;
their hunger drives them on.

This is another favorite. Aging is a good thing especially if we're walking with the Lord. One day I'll allow my gray hair to shine.
31 Gray hair is a crown of splendor;
it is attained in the way of righteousness.
NIV

Word-filled Wednesday

2011-11-09T10:46:00.000-05:00

There's nothing like a traffic jam to test our faith. I've heard some of the great Christian leaders of our day confess, when they're stuck in traffic they've broken one of the 10 commandments... But there's something else about traffic and obstacles to think about. Sometimes I make all these plans. First I'll do this, then I'll do that, and presto! All my dreams will come true. But I honestly don't recall things ever being that easy. If it is easy I wonder why...

What I have noticed is how when I come up with plans some are inspired by God, and some don't make sense at all : ) This verse promises God will direct our steps, and in humbleness we can claim this promise. A word of caution, always remember God is most concerned about our heart. Money is no object for Him- He can provide at any time. But it's our hearts He likes to work in. So you may accidentally glue your hair to a project. Or trip while carrying a beautiful cake. Or even have a dog walk across your painting palette and leave pretty paw prints all over the carpet. (blush) We shouldn't give up.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

So I'll go ahead and make plans and dream big dreams, but remember He will direct my steps. There just might be a few traffic jams to move me in the right direction.

This photo is a real New Jersey traffic jam. I told you it was a jungle here (hahaha). Actually I shot it at Six Flags Wild Safari Park. The animals roam freely through the park, unless they are meat eaters... I chose this shot because the Lord has brought this verse to mind over the past few days. I was praying about a photo to illustrate it, then traffic jams came to mind. Then this photo. I love giraffes, how did God come up with all these animals? Amazing God- the ultimate Artist and Creator!

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

The soothing tongue

2011-11-07T17:53:00.000-05:00

You will be happy to know I'm embracing my inner home-maker. I scrubbed today... I WILL adjust to working at home : ) Err "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!?" (Phil. 4:13) Here are some more bits of wisdom from Proverbs.

Proverbs 15

This reminds me of two ways to answer someone who's chattering, "Let me think about that for a minute," or "Shut up!" I chatter sometimes so I know. And, well, there's those who don't take a hint... When I was doing Technical Writing, one of my biggest challenges with interviewing engineers was being patient. They are thinkers. If I interrupted their silence, they'd have to go back and start over working out their answer. : ) We are a funny bunch aren't we? We're all different, all unique. Sometimes being quiet is the right answer.

1 A gentle answer turns away wrath,

but a harsh word stirs up anger.

God sees both the wicked and the good. He is the judge of both. Sometimes we don't see things the way He does. It reminds me of this verse, Jesus said,

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged." Matthew 7:1

3 The eyes of the Lord are everywhere,
keeping watch on the wicked and the good.

I have a Muslim friend who is one of my biggest cheerleaders. When I get discouraged, she always says, "I told you you could do it!" And then I have a relative who says things like, "Well I hope it will be profitable." Ouch... A soothing tongue is huge.
4 The soothing tongue is a tree of life,
but a perverse tongue crushes the spirit.

When I'm around a wise person, their knowledge helps me grow and understand. I love to listen to what others think. I may not agree all the time, but I can usually find at least an ounce of wisdom.
7 The lips of the wise spread knowledge,
but the hearts of fools are not upright.

Well, I have seen this before- actually I've been this before... Afraid to be around Christians or wise people because I knew I was doing the wrong thing.
12 Mockers resent correction,
so they avoid the wise.

Doing good makes my heart happy. Sometimes the joy radiates through my whole soul. When I have heartache, I feel crushed. But faith isn't a feeling, it's a choice. The Bible helps me find joy again. And it's good to let the tears out too. God designed us to have a good cry now and then. Pain builds up in our hearts and like a tea kettle, it needs to be released. Then there's hope again.
13 A happy heart makes the face cheerful,
but heartache crushes the spirit.

I'm not one for positive thinking. I think it leads to a nervous twitch in my eye, and muscle cramps in my back. Faith in God is the answer for me. The continual feast comes when I count it all joy. When I see things as a way for me to grow in my faith, when I surrender and let Him handle things.

James 1:2-3
2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
NIV

15 All the days of the oppressed are wretched,
but the cheerful heart has a continual feast.

This has been repeated from another Proverb. It's better to have faith and just a little, than the turmoil of great wealth. Travel light, and enjoy the journey.
16 Better a little with the fear of the Lord
than great wealth with turmoil.

This reminds me of when my husband and I are arguing and we try and eat dinner together, or we've just received bad news. Last week I had a great meal planned but my heart wasn't in it. So I called up my husband and asked if he'd rather go get drive-through dinner, no sense wasting a good meal while we're pouting. We both laughed and agreed.
17 Better a small serving of vegetables with love
than a fattened calf with hatred.

Again, good advice can only come from a wise person. These are the advisers who help us succeed. You can sense when someone speaks wisdom can't you?
22 Plans fail for lack of counsel,
but with many advisers they succeed.

Sometimes someone says just the right thing and you know it was inspired! My prayer partner does that. So grateful for her, and her prayers.
23 A person finds joy in giving an apt reply—
and how good is a timely word!

I've met people like this too, who have a sparkle in their eye- and a smile. They are always a joy. The Lord knows we need good news too. So He gives us sunshine and rain as we grow in Him.
30 Light in a messenger’s eyes brings joy to the heart,
and good news gives health to the bones.
NIV

When calamity comes

2011-11-04T13:17:00.000-04:00

One of the great things about Proverbs is there's a verse for everything. A little chunk of wisdom. Some of these chapters are very long, and I feel bad when my posts are too long. So I'm pulling out verses that stand out to me, as always feel free to read this chapter on your own to see the rest. God tends to have a special message for us as individuals each day- so He may have something special for you : )

Proverbs 14

This reminds me of the saying, "You can't really know a man, until you walk a mile in his shoes." When someone seems overly excited about their success, maybe it's because they've had lots of heartache.
10 Each heart knows its own bitterness,
and no one else can share its joy.

I believe this applies to both men and women. Tearing down our houses to me, means tearing down those inside it. Our house isn't a home without someone inside. It speaks to me about cutting myself down as well. I am God's, His daughter, who am I to tear down His work? It's ok to have confidence especially with trust in the Lord.
14 The wise woman builds her house,
but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down.

This is so true! I am a little sister. My big brother taught me so much about not believing everything I hear, or do everything your told without thinking. Fingers don't belong in light sockets! He was wrong. Always have to learn things the hard way... I laughed so hard remembering that I got tears. : ) We have two choices in calamity panic or pray- sometimes both.
15 The simple believe anything,
but the prudent give thought to their steps.

It's all perspective, what our motives are.
22 Do not those who plot evil go astray?
But those who plan what is good find love and faithfulness.

My Grandmother, left a legacy of faith for my family. It skipped a generation, but not me. God has been faithful to her after all these years.
26 Whoever fears the Lord has a secure fortress,
and for their children it will be a refuge.

These two verses speak about the needy. The "poor" in the Bible are both those who don't know Him, "poor in spirit." And also those who are lacking money, those who have broken hearts. These verses tell us to be kind to them. There was a man a few weeks ago who was sitting alone on a seat at Church. He usually sat with his wife. He's a nice older fellow, I've always liked him. So as I was leaving I walked over and said, "Hi! How are you?" He stood up with tears in his eyes and said, "God bless you." And gave me a hug. I don't know the story behind what happened, but I prayed all the way out the door. Sometimes it's good to just be with someone, without words. "Lord, give me eyes to see those who need a hug."
21 It is a sin to despise one’s neighbor,
but blessed is the one who is kind to the needy.
31 Whoever oppresses the poor shows contempt for their Maker,
but whoever is kind to the needy honors God.

Stress is hard to handle for sure. You have a medical test, then worry about the results, can't sleep, so you're memory gets weird. Then you get a headache so you have to take medicine and wonder what that's doing to your body. Hahaha, sometimes I wonder if tests are all that good for us. Or maybe it's a faith issue. Envy? It makes me completely ignore my own life and focus on someone else. Such a waste.
30 A heart at peace gives life to the body,
but envy rots the bones.

The righteous seek refuge in God! I like that. Truly though it's not so good to be around someone who gets extremely angry. The word, "reposes" means put to rest. By using wisdom and discernment we find peace in struggles.
32 When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down,
but even in death the righteous seek refuge in God.
33 Wisdom reposes in the heart of the discerning
and even among fools she lets herself be known.
34 Righteousness exalts a nation,
but sin condemns any people.
NIV

Word-filled Wednesday

2011-11-02T10:16:00.000-04:00

Focusing on one thing at a time is such a challenge! Sometimes I pray and say something to the Lord. The next thing I'm thinking about what I'm cooking for dinner. Then the Lord, then on to how much I really need to dust. Then what I want to shoot next. Oh! Back to the Lord. It's important to learn to focus for sure! Focus isn't easy is it? But if we do the road will stretch out smooth before us : ) Everyone likes it when we focus on them while talking. Especially the Lord.

I tend to want to jump into my work like I did in an office but there's other things to do too. : ) I read a book on Freelancing and learned this is common for creative people transitioning from office work. It's not at all unusual to leave an office anxious to paint, only to come home and stare blankly at the computer. We get used to being told what to do.

One of the things the book mentioned is to turn off the computer when I'm not using it. It's like TV I get dazed and my attention gets captured. I jump into the web look for one thing, then another. Sit back and wonder where my day went! There are lots of sideshow distractions in our generation. This verse promises if we focus, and watch what we're doing, God's plan will stretch out before us.

I think it applies to all aspects of our lives. We can always ask the Holy Spirit to speak to us and help us focus too.

I shot this photo at Ocean Grove in New Jersey. I thought it would be cool to get an angle shot from the boardwalk up. And then people started showing up, the only one looking straight ahead is the lady on the left. The boardwalk symbolizes the road we follow, the plan God has for each of us. It's right in front of us, but we tend to look in other directions.

Challenge sponsored by Katie Lloyd Photography.

Challenge sponsored by Internet Cafe Devotions.

The Church?

2011-10-31T14:44:00.000-04:00

I heard some comments about communion, and had to dive in. It's been a few years since Jesus walked among man, over 1500. Since the time of Christ we've embellished things a bit : ) I can't see the Apostle Paul or Peter standing in front of a group of people, from behind a pulpit, with gold crosses on their robes, organ music playing in the background, as one of them says, "Take this cup..." I envision the apostles gathering in houses seeking refuge from persecution. They broke bread together and drank wine, remembering Jesus' sacrifice, and that death isn't the end. They had seen Jesus horrible crucifixion, and then His resurrection. Probably the last thing they wanted on top of the house was a big cross identifying it as a place where Christians gathered.

In fact, the early believers used the symbol of a fish to identify themselves to other Christians. The letters inside the fish mean "fish." They are from the Greek alphabet. They are also the first letters of these words, "Jesus, Christ, God's, Son, Savior." I wonder if the Romans wondered why they kept drawing fish : ) Times were very hard for them. Yet they gathered, having the strength and courage to continue in the faith. They were inspired to write the New Testament, even though they knew the consequences. I am so glad they did, or we would've never known. All of the disciples died as martyrs. Yet, they preached the gospel with boldness. Many sacrifices were made so we could believe.

From the New Testament we've learned, we can approach God today, because of Jesus sacrifice. Our bodies are His temple.
Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own... 1 Corinthians 6:19 NIV

The Church is not a building made by man. It's people who have accepted Jesus as Savior. His Church is mobile now. There isn't a single temple building for us to worship in, or a perfect denomination. He's in us.
...so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.
Romans 12:5 NIV
Jesus said, "Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven." Matthew 18:19

Jesus has given us confidence to approach God from our homes, our cars, anywhere. By His blood we are cleansed from our guilty consciences. We have a great Priest over the worldwide Church, His name is, "Jesus." Jesus is above all, even Pastors are to serve Him.
Hebrews 10:19-22
19 Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, 20 by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, 21 and since we have a great priest over the house of God, 22 let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water.

We can gather together, in houses, in Church buildings, at picnics, wherever we want to. I've heard great things about Coffee Shop Bible Studies. But why should we meet? To tell each other, "You need to serve the Lord!" Without knowing what they are doing. (I've actually been approached this way at Church three times- it's like, "Uh, Hi and how are you today?") Then I explain my ministry. After that, I am acceptable. Did Jesus take a day off? Maybe my cable was down...
23 Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. 24 And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, 25 not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
NIV

The reason to gather is so we can encourage each other, not just for formal communion. And missing a communion service is not a sin. The closer we get to the end times, the more we need to strengthen each other in love and mercy. We really need to learn how to love each other without judgement. Some ignore verses 23, 24, and part of 25, and jump to verse 26 claiming if you miss Church, you're sinning and will lose your salvation.

Should we go to Church when we are sick? Don't think so. Are we condemned if we miss? Nope! But we do miss out and we do need each other. Some people will completely give up. They will become angry and deny all they've experienced. This describes one who has received the knowledge, but not the Lord. After Christ is denied, there is no other sacrifice to save a soul. This is not the unforgivable sin, we all go through struggles with unbelief. And Jesus welcomes us back with open arms when we ask for His forgiveness.
26 If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, 27 but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.
Hebrews 10:26-27 NIV

These verses have been tied to the Church tradition of formal communion. To me Jesus is saying to remember His sacrifice always. I try and thank Him everyday for His sacrifice for me. It wouldn't surprise me if this is where the tradition to pray before dinner, got started. Communion at Church is very sacred and holy to me. A very wonderful thing to partake in. But this doesn't save my soul, only Jesus can.
19 And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.”
20 In the same way, after the supper he took the cup, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood, which is poured out for you..."
Luke 22:19-20 NIV

I have a little charm of a Church building hanging from my car mirror. It warms my heart to remember the people and good experiences. My first Pastor was excellent at inspiring us to read the Bible on our own. He is a great teacher (if he saw this, I'm sure he'd deny it). I attend Church whenever I can.
33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Matthew 6:33 NIV

Good judgment

2011-10-29T18:14:00.000-04:00

Sorry to be a day late! We had a cable catastrophe yesterday and haven't had access for a day and a half. But thanks be to God, I'm back!

I felt like I should clarify why I've had so many jobs. I worked for Boeing for 10 years in Seattle. Then when we moved back to New Jersey, I realized I could make more money contracting so I had several jobs. I took a full-time job for 5 years in a company that was going under fast. So I contracted again for several Fortune 500 companies. In fact, I realized my resume had all the companies mentioned in the first financial crash a few years ago. And I had VP's as references too... rats! Before my last job, I couldn't find contract work. So I took a full-time position, 13 hour days, long commutes... It was my toughest job ever.

I worked there for 2 years. My husband became ill and needed hospitalization. But, praise be to God! We had insurance to pay for it. He knew our needs before we knew we needed them. After he got well, my husband told me it was time for me to pursue my dreams. He told me if I didn't sign myself up for the New York Institute of Photography Pro Course, he would do it for me. : ) God has supplied our needs ever since. And of course I love my husband now more than ever.

Proverbs 13

Here's another warning about guarding what we say. I keep coming up with new ideas to illustrate this, but I think maybe He's trying to tell me to watch what I say. Hmmmm... I'll never forget being in a meeting at work and my Supervisor told us if he didn't do a better job and prove he was qualified, he would be let go. I have no idea what I was thinking- maybe it just slipped out. But I said, "That's good." Then I was horrified. Is there an "Undo" button anywhere? Eraser? I wanted to crawl under the table. I was a hero to my co-workers. He's probably the worst supervisor I've ever had, maybe 2nd. My ex-coworkers are still hoping he gets laid off. But still, you just don't say things like that! I felt ugly at that moment, lacking discipline, embarrassed, not very Christlike. So glad He forgives when we mess up. And it was a valuable lesson to hold my tongue.
3 Those who guard their lips preserve their lives,
but those who speak rashly will come to ruin.

I'm thinking things probably would've gone smoother with this supervisor, if I'd kept my mouth shut at that staff meeting. We are not perfect, that's a sure thing!
15 Good judgment wins favor,
but the way of the unfaithful leads to their destruction.

I want to be the one who has integrity, who can be trusted. Wickedness is like not obeying the authorities, if I do good no worries. If I am doing wrong, there's reason to worry and be afraid.
6 Righteousness guards the person of integrity,
but wickedness overthrows the sinner.

This is how I see the meaning of this verse. One person is wealthy. He lacks trust in anyone. He drives a Mercedes and has to make sure it's safe every time he parks. He can't tell the difference between true friends and thieves. So he's wary of people- he has nothing but money. Then there's the person who is full of faith sparkles. They have joy, that's unexplainable. This person appears to be a poor man, maybe he drives a Volkswagen.   He doesn't worry about what labels are on his clothes, he's grateful for what he has. He has lots of friends and enjoys Church. He is wealthy, carefree. A rich man can pay a ransom if he's kidnapped, a poor man doesn't need to worry about being kidnapped in the first place.
7 One person pretends to be rich, yet has nothing;
another pretends to be poor, yet has great wealth.
8 A person’s riches may ransom their life,
but the poor cannot respond to threatening rebukes.

Fear extinguishes light. Those who don't need to be afraid, can shine brightly. It's not easy though, to keep the faith when things get hard.
9 The light of the righteous shines brightly,
but the lamp of the wicked is snuffed out.

It's soooo hard to wait! I can relate with my career. I've sold portraits, been published with photos and writing, sold a painting. Now what do I do? I so want everything to fall into place and be able to work and earn money like in an office.   But I know the cost of that too well. It requires lots of faith and marketing to freelance.   When something goes well- it's a tree of life. I CAN do all things through Christ who strengthens me! With each success I walk boldly forward. And, well, with failure I ask, "Are you sure Lord? This IS the right path isn't it?" And somehow I know it is. So grateful for my husband's job and his hard work.
12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.

I don't have children, so I'm not qualified to give advice about spanking described in this verse.   I know a lot of parents are divided on this. One of the most effective tools my Mom had was "The Look." I believe all women have this ability, it may be a gift for self-protection : ) Men hate it (hahaha). I remember sitting in the backseat of the car with a friend and we were acting up. I looked at the rear view mirror and saw my Mom giving "The Look." I immediately told my friend to stop now! I think if I had children I would spank them if they did something really bad- just on the bum. And of course use "The Look."

I would love to hear what parents think about this verse. The most important thing I think (not being a parent) is that children grow up with self-control, discipline. To me there are extremes- the little soldier who obeys every word and isn't having fun, and the child who is out of control completely. I like to be around kids in the middle. They have fun and the confidence to tell jokes, play, and at the same time respect for others. My neighbor kids are like that. A joy to be around.
24 Whoever spares the rod hates their children,
but the one who loves their children is careful to discipline them.
NIV

It reminds me of this verse from Psalm 23, which would explain why as grown up Christians, we still need His rod and staff to keep us out of trouble.

Psalms 23:4
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,they comfort me.
NIV

What do you think?

Hope Faith & Life

Standing up

Word-filled Wednesday

Changed!

Word-filled Wednesday

First Jews for Jesus

43 The next day Jesus decided to leave for Galilee. Finding Philip, he said to him, “Follow me.”

Word-filled Wednesday

John the Baptist

John 1

19 Now this is the testimony of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, “Who are you?”

Here we go. John is out preaching repentance and baptizing people. A lot of Jews were baptized and repented. The Pharisees (temple leaders) got nervous. I can understand this. I get nervous when I hear about people using Jesus' Name, to create a new religion.

20 He confessed, and did not deny, but confessed, “I am not the Christ.”

John's response is great, "You haven't seen anything yet! I'm just baptizing with water." Jesus baptized with the Holy Spirit. : )

The Word - Book of John

Word-filled Wednesday

Tribute to women

Word-filled Wednesday

Just enough

Feelings

Bold as a lion

Word-filled Wednesday

Wisdom and fruit

Word-filled Wednesday

Lights and fools

Word-filled Wednesday

New!

Jesus is born! - Christmas Story 6

Shepherds and angels - Christmas Story 5

The wise men and the star - Christmas Story 4

Born in Bethlehem? - Christmas Story 3

Joseph's reaction - Christmas Story 2

Mary and Gabriel - Christmas Story 1

Word-filled Wednesday

How a house is built

Financial balance

Give and you will receive

Word-filled Wednesday

Greater than sacrifice

From the inside

Thanksgiving

Self control

Conversations...

Word-filled Wednesday

Keeping the peace

Making plans

Word-filled Wednesday

The soothing tongue

When calamity comes

Word-filled Wednesday

The Church?

Good judgment

⁴³ The next day Jesus decided to leave for Galilee. Finding Philip, he said to him, “Follow me.”

²⁰He confessed, and did not deny, but confessed, “I am not the Christ.”

^{John's response is great, "You haven't seen anything yet! I'm just baptizing with water." Jesus baptized with the Holy Spirit. : )}